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Chloe shared a letter in the
Poetry group 2 weeks agoExpansion
CnschultzIt is strange to think
that I will never again
smoke a cigarette
for as long as you
and I liveDoes the universe
expand?
Or do we just
push it to its
limitlessness?Already I feel
so unworthy of you
You are an angel
but I am no godMaybe I will be better-
benevolent and unenvious
I would be anything
for youIt’s strange to think
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Chloe responded to a letter in topic Poetry 1 month, 1 week ago
Thank you for your response, Shelley 🙂 Everything has turned out just fine
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Chloe responded to a letter in topic Poetry 1 month, 1 week ago
Thank you 🙂 It all worked out- I wrote this in a moment when I couldn’t recognize myself from then (my youth haha) because of how much greener the grass is here & now. It’s funny how in the moment it’s just reality, it’s just happening but looking back it’s like oh my god that’s awful. Anyways, I got away for a few years, lots of healing, an…read more
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Chloe shared a letter in the
Poetry group 1 month, 2 weeks ago“wide open”
CnschultzEat your shame
It doesn’t go away
Regurgitate
like you’re overweight
You need more meat
on your body to hateShe promised to suck him off
in the parking lot
for her drink of choice
She was far too young
for either one
but had nothing left to loseSwallow your pride
It doesn’t go down easy
Don’t let him see you
cringe in disgust
You need mo…read more-
Awww Chloe…. you are wonderful. Your heart is so beautiful. Love in the mirror and tell yourself every day how much you love yourself. There are so many reasons to love yourself. Never forget that. <3 Lauren
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Thank you 🙂 It all worked out- I wrote this in a moment when I couldn’t recognize myself from then (my youth haha) because of how much greener the grass is here & now. It’s funny how in the moment it’s just reality, it’s just happening but looking back it’s like oh my god that’s awful. Anyways, I got away for a few years, lots of healing, an…read more
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Hello Chloe,
I am sure you are a beautiful person and deserve the best in life. Be strong and good things will come to you.Shelley
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Thank you for your response, Shelley 🙂 Everything has turned out just fine
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Chloe shared a letter in the
Current Events group 2 months, 3 weeks agoTrial & Error
CnSchultz****trigger warning: explicit mention of sexual violence****
In response to events surrounding a recent high profile trial.
You give your seal of approval
He’s such a good guy
He was a good friend to meYou bring up the wife and child
He keeps them safe
from all the dangerous menYou’re the face of a cause
but you mustn’t believe it at…read more-
I have been obsessively reading about Danny Masterson, Ashton Kutcher and Mila Kunis all week. I am incredibly disturbed and upset by all of it. For me, when someone stands up or stands by a known rapist, it makes me feel like we (any and all victims) don’t matter. But I do feel justice and progress in the fact that they prosecuted him and a…read more
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chloewritespoetry77 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter to your ideal self 2 months, 3 weeks agoManifest
CnSchultzHe told me his favorite features of mine are the people pleasing characteristics-
to which I replied, “do you really not understand how awful that is?”
And maybe it’s not all bad
But when you give because you know
it will all be taken from you anyways
is it really giving?
How am I supposed to feel hearing
the defense mechanism I’ve been fightin…read moreVoting starts January 3, 2024 12:00am
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Chloe shared a letter in the
Poetry group 2 months, 4 weeks agoExcerpt from “Letters”
CnSchultzYou say, “I’ll see you in an hour”
Oh, so soon I fall devoured?
All is fair,
and I knew,
love had lost its power“Oh, promise me you will never tell another”
“I promise this will never happen again”
“Now take me like your scarlet letter
and keep me at the seam of your hem”It was your bones
against mine
not skin to skin
It was your bones
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Chloe responded to a letter in topic Mental Health 3 months ago
It is for sure a “by all means necessary” situation and I am better for it. I think others may commiserate that when looking back on the situations that land you there and the experiences you have there- the loss of autonomy & fishbowl feeling, it’s all a trauma. I’m undecided on whether there’s truly a place for such a thing or if there needs to…read more
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Chloe shared a letter in the
Mental Health group 3 months, 1 week agoa dream about a hospital
Cnschultz~getting help is traumatic~
Wake up in an unfamiliar cold bed
Warm blanket, back exposed
Not sure how you got there-
but you did it to yourselfFighting tubes- back to sleep
You only wanted to apologize
They will never understand
And again- you never want to wake upRushed back into full consciousness
No compress for your bruised arms
Honesty…read more-
Sometimes the the things that all us to grow and heal are the most uncomfortable in the moment. But it takes so much courage to do whatever it takes to get better.
Also, the mention of socks stuck out to me. A girl I went to high school with started GripCity Socks after being admitted twice. I think you might find her story interesting.…read more
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It is for sure a “by all means necessary” situation and I am better for it. I think others may commiserate that when looking back on the situations that land you there and the experiences you have there- the loss of autonomy & fishbowl feeling, it’s all a trauma. I’m undecided on whether there’s truly a place for such a thing or if there needs to…read more
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Chloe shared a letter in the
Poetry group 3 months, 3 weeks ago“meat”
CnSchultz~Learning how to find safety & healing in sensuality after trauma; building positive associations and being myself for the first time~
I know you’ve just gone
but I miss you already
Oh, why not just stay
until I’m all done?Not meant to be a lover,
but call me your concubine
to meet your needs
as well as mineOh, come into me
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Chloe shared a letter in the
Parenting group 4 months agolittle light
CnSchultzWhen, oh when
did I stop smelling your head?
3 months in
and my life is already flashing
in your eyes
Oh, my little kin-
it will never be the same
as it is right now,
as it is right nowWhy ask why
when I know you are the answer?
You give me reason,
so much joy
and light
Oh, sweet child-
you move me with every smile,
with every smileYour…read more
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Aww this is so sweet. I am sure no matter how old her gets, he will always bring so much joy and love to your life.
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Hello Cn,
What a sweet tribute to your baby. Enjoy this wonderful journey with your child. Every moment is precious.Shelley
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chloewritespoetry77 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter or poem to your Body 4 months, 2 weeks ago"I will love you"
CnSchultzI am trying to love you
I will try to love you
I’m trying to love you
because I’ve hurt you enoughI am trying to love you
I will try to love you
I’m trying to love you
because you tried so hard to fight him offI am trying to love you
I will try to love you
I’m trying to love you
because you still opened for loveI am trying to love you
I w…read moreVoting is closed
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Awww Chloe, congrats on your beautiful baby. Keep telling yourself how much you love your body and keep expressing gratitude. Over time, you won’t need to say it anymore, because you will truly feel it. Thank you for sharing. You are clearly so strong. And thank you for being part of our unsealed family. <3 Lauren
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