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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write A Letter To A Place That Changed You 3 weeks, 6 days agoThe Unseen Witness
Alexis HarveyDear Big White House,
With your creepy hideouts and shadowed stairwells, I never thought I’d speak to you again. Your memory has been a silent echo, a place I locked away because the truth felt too dark to touch.
I always hated being the last one upstairs. Turning the light off at the bottom terrified me. A part of me felt constantly watched. I felt afraid while living there, especially at night. It sucked to be alone and afraid many nights, which is why I’ve always had trouble sleeping. I’m living proof I’ve never had a secure attachment. I learned to disassociate early. So many bad things happened, but that was just my normal. Disassociating allowed me to speak freely with the thoughts in my head, even in the craziest moments. It was a lifeline.
It was easy to fake a smile, pretending everything was okay, but I questioned it. I’d tell others what they wanted to hear to avoid the worst. Yet, it was never enough to keep me safe. I’ve felt on the run my entire life, not realizing I was running from myself. The past haunts me, but I don’t mind. Some things I shut away for a reason; things got pretty dark.
I’ve learned I can speak openly about anything. Yet some emotions I’ve not yet felt, and I struggle to cope. I’m still learning how to feel things authentically. There’s no right or wrong way to feel, so I go hard for my inner child. She was just a kid, carrying the brunt of so much hurt. This is me letting you know it’s okay for you to tell your story; I’ve got your back. Just use your words, and I’ll use my emotions to guide you through. I can’t go back, but I can show up and be a better example. I couldn’t protect you then, but no one could stop me now!
It’s okay to question your caregivers. It’s okay to use your voice and speak up. Even when scared, you can still be brave. Your story is yours. I’ve got your back, no matter what! I know how it feels to be alone, so we’ll get through this together.
So anyway, back to the story. People came over, and all the teens went upstairs. Teenagers can be very curious. The truth or dare game took a questionable turn. I wasn’t the oldest, but I was the most observant. It started with simple things like prank calls, texts, and crushes. Nothing was exactly happening, but I felt like I invited myself into something unexpected. How did we go from harmless fun to discarding clothes and asking obscene questions? I was curious, yet uncomfortable, specifically about how it would affect us mentally.
No one’s ever spoken about it again. Am I finally facing a core moment of my adolescence? No, I didn’t engage, but I was afraid of what would happen if I left. Other teens I cared about were in that room, so I stuck around despite my discomfort. Is it okay to experience uncomfortable moments with people, yet still feel oddly safe?
This memory has come and gone throughout the years, so I felt it was time to put my experience into words. Yes, I avoided harm; I felt I lost my right to choose. An apology or simple acknowledgment would have been enough, but everyone just went about their lives. I’m closer than ever with a few; others are always excited to see me. I’m not sure how to process that. It’s cool we’re older, but what does this ultimately mean?
You were a place of shadows, Big White House, a crucible of fear and uncomfortable truths. But you also taught me to be observant, to listen more than talk, and to reserve my energy. My voice, once silenced by your shadows, has broken down barriers. It’s more powerful than I ever thought, and I feel freer now.
My resilience stems from my determination to give my inner child everything she lacked, but love and kindness weren’t among them. She has the biggest heart and still loves unconditionally despite all the hurt. Spoken like a survivor who thrives no matter what comes my way. I can handle it; I am wired for this! Life can be confusing, but it’s up to you to keep pushing forward. No one else will do the work. You got this! My story is indeed mine to tell, and it’s a story of choosing bravery, speaking up, and never abandoning the child I once was. And for that, I thank you for the lessons you inadvertently taught me.
Voting starts July 26, 2025 12:00am
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
What would the old version of you say to the new version of you? 1 months, 2 weeks agoNote to Self
Alexis HarveyDear Younger Me,
The ‘New Me’ that exists today wouldn’t be possible without our journey together. The doubts and beliefs of the ‘Old Me’ have shaped the resilience and strength I now possess. Together, we’ve created a version of myself I am truly proud of.
Old Me: I doubted my resilience in the face of hardship.
New Me: Storms may rage, but my inner strength is legit.Old Me: I believed my self-worth depended on self-sacrifice.
New Me: Setting boundaries taught me how to be more than right.Old Me: I suppressed my individuality to gain acceptance.
New Me: Your unique spirit shines brightly; no exceptions.Old Me: I built walls around my heart to protect myself.
New Me: An open heart can mend and bring true wealth.Old Me: I confused comfort with genuine connection.
New Me: Actual love is a vibrant dance, not mere affection.Old Me: I met anger with anger, fueling the cycle.
New Me: Understanding hearts can overcome the entitled.Old Me: My mind was a battlefield of worries and “what ifs.”
New Me: Stillness within brings wisdom’s gentle gifts.Old Me: I didn’t believe lasting joy was attainable for me.
New Me: Your inner light can spark a free destiny.Old Me: I clung to the familiar, even when it didn’t serve me.
New Me: Learning how to let go allowed me to be free.Both versions are the perfect mixture of me,
I’m proud of the person I turned out to be!(Style Score: 100)
Voting starts July 2, 2025 12:00am
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Alexis, the fact that you are proud of the person you’ve become speaks volumes about your strength and perseverance. So many people feel defeated by life and long for who they used to be, so being able to say that you’ve grown into something better is truly impressive. Thank you for sharing your story!
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Thanks, Emmy, I appreciate you taking the time to read my letter! I just had to learn to flow with the changes and not against them. It’s easier said than done, but I did it.
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter to the world sharing one way your life is blossoming. 2 months agoHOPE
Alexis HarveyIt’s springtime, but I’ve yet to bloom.
Changes are happening, but I feel out of tune.I’m full of passion and determination,
There’s a world of possibilities, but I’ve yet to find my station.I’m doing my part, but my life doesn’t reflect it.
Life’s not fair, but it’s not an exception.I’m immovable, trapped, and I feel hopeless.
I’m trying my best to shake this doubt and find my purpose.I was so lost at one point, but I’m slowly finding myself.
I can’t do this alone, so I’m asking for your help.I don’t know what I’m doing; I feel like screaming!
Am I awake, or am I dreaming?I’ve grown and changed, so I’m not the same.
Not knowing what’s next is all a part of change.I feel like I’m blooming, and other times I feel stuck.
I think I’m just having a case of bad luck.No matter what comes my way, I’ll come out stronger.
I can’t bear this pain much longer.I feel like a flower that’s yearning to bloom.
I’ll wait patiently to see who I blossom into.(Style Score: 100)
Voting starts June 19, 2025 12:00am
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Alexis, we often feel like we are “behind” in our growth, but in reality, we are the ones who set the pace. Even if you aren’t in bloom yet, you are still growing and making progress. I’m sure that, when you finally do blossom, it will be a sight to see. Thank you for sharing your experience!
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Emmy, thank you so much for this thoughtful response. Your words about setting our own pace and still growing even before fully blooming are exactly what I needed to hear. It’s easy to get caught up in feeling ‘behind,’ but your reminder is a beautiful way to look at it. I appreciate your encouragement!
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mrmann submitted a contest entry to
What would the old version or you say to the new version of you? 2 months, 3 weeks agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem or letter about one way you feel misunderstood 2 months, 4 weeks agoLost in Translation
Alexis HarveyIt is frustrating when people mistake kindness for weakness,
Be cautious with your heart; it may wind up in pieces.
Be careful who you trust; not everyone cares,
Moving forward is hard when your mind is everywhere.They hear but fail to listen, quick to place blame,
Ignorant and resistant to the concept of change.
Are you starting to question everyone around you,
Do you often wonder about a different life for you?Stuck in their ways, they assume we are all the same,
The last thing I want to do is cause conflict.
It is hard to explain, but if you listen closely,
My life is anything but perfect!A dull ache in my chest, still not feeling my best,
Raw, unspoken feelings that are hard to express.I feel misunderstood in a multitude of ways,
Have you ever stayed in bed and cried all day?It kind of stings when you tell someone you love,
You are not someone that I think very highly of.Just an honest conversation, no lying or persuading,
Leaving me at a vulnerable disadvantage.
Can I trust you? Who did I open up to?
Big emotions cause way too much damage.Can you please stop yelling; it makes me shut down,
The loudest silence is peaceful and immensely profound.I may appear silent, but I carry my feelings deeply,
Hurt disguised as anger burns brightly within me.Do my feelings even matter? I am trying my best!
I am semi-functional, yet I still feel depressed.
I only open up when I feel close to someone,
The truth hurts, but the liars have so much fun.Music is my lifeline, a soundtrack to my healing,
Lyrics and beats that convey my true feelings.I can no longer prioritize your feelings over my own,
It is time for me to lock in and reclaim my throne.
I once was a pushover who gave out many chances,
Avoiding anyone too blinded by circumstance.I am an overthinker who takes everything to heart,
I am no longer interested in things that pull me apart.Take a look at yourself before you judge someone else.
My mindset has changed. Yes, I know!
I’m not so stuck in my ways; I’ve learned from my mistakes,
Understanding myself helped me grow.Forgiveness is the first step, but don’t be bitter,
We all have a past, so I urge you to reconsider.
Honor your feelings, and don’t allow rage to blind you,
The answers you seek are already inside you.Voting is open!
Voting ends June 23, 2025 11:59pm
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Alexis, I wish we lived in a world where we could offer our hearts freely without risk, but I know that will never happen. I am glad that, despite all you’ve experienced, you’ve realized that you can’t put someone else’s feelings above your own. As you work to reclaim your throne, I wish you all the best! Thank you for sharing your experience!
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Emmy, thank you so much for your thoughtful comment! It’s comforting to know my words connected with you. I really appreciate your encouragement as I continue on this path.
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mrmann submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem or letter about one way you feel misunderstood 3 months, 1 weeks agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write a love letter to something (not someone) that you love 3 months, 2 weeks agoMy Fortress of Solitude
Alexis HarveyDear Fortress, I write to you from the quietest corner of my heart, a space only you and I truly know.
Within your walls, the noise of the world fades, replaced by the gentle echo of my own thoughts. It’s a sound that resonates deep within, a profound melody that guides me back to myself.
They see an empty room, a lonely space, but I see a universe contained within these walls. Like the pages of a beloved book, my thoughts unfold, revealing stories and insights I never knew existed.
Here, in your stillness, I learn to observe my emotions without judgment, watching them rise and fall like the tides. There’s no need to rush, no need to hide, for in your presence, I am free to be myself.
You are my silent stream of strength, Fortress, a place where I can retreat from the chaos of the world and reconnect with my inner peace.
You are the place where I find the stillness that others can not. Like the feeling of being within the pages of a good book, you surround me with peace.
Thank you, Fortress, for being my constant refuge, my anchor in the storm. I leave your presence feeling renewed, my spirit strengthened by the quiet power I have found within your walls.
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Alexis, I feel like most humans do not spend enough time in true solitude. Though we may be alone physically, it is a lot harder to disconnect from technology and truly be present all on our own. Sometimes, being alone even seems scary. I’m glad that you find comfort and peace in solitude and that it renews your spirit. Thank you for sharing!
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TK shared a letter in the
Chasing Your Dreams group 3 months, 2 weeks agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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Chasing Your Dreams group 3 months, 2 weeks agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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TK shared a letter in the
Poetry group 3 months, 3 weeks agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter to your fear (Sponsored by ProWritingAid) 4 months, 1 weeks agoMy Fear, My Strength
Alexis HarveyI’ve always had a fear of never being good enough. Whether it was in love, life, or friendships. I didn’t grow up with a comfortable upbringing, so I never felt good enough to fit in. Once upon a time, I once felt that my honest, quirky self wouldn’t earn approval, preventing me from being myself. I’ve always felt pressured to pretend to be someone I’m not—perhaps more outgoing, perhaps more conventional. I always felt uncomfortable being anything other than my authentic self, maybe because I was born to stand out. Leaving that marriage, where I felt pressured to conform, even though it hurt me to my core, was the first step toward discovering my true self. Once I was on my own again, I could tap into my true potential and create the life I’ve always wanted. I overcame my fear by embracing change and stepping out on faith. I can’t lose by betting on myself! My fear of not being good enough won’t win because I’ve been through worse and still found my way out. I’ve faced setbacks and disappointments that felt crushing, but I learned and grew stronger. My fear won’t win because I now believe in myself, capable of anything I set my mind to. Everything I do from now on will be from my heart, with the kindest, purest intentions! I am enough! A million times enough!
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Alexis, you are so right that you are a million times ENOUGH. I hate hearing stories of unique people who are diminished by the need to fit in. I am so glad that you no longer try to mold yourself into a person you are not. Even when it doesn’t feel like it, you are WORTHY and most definitely good enough! Thank you for sharing your experience!
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First off Emmy, thank you so much for taking the time out to read my piece. You’re appreciated and your kind words mean more than you know! Life’s better when I’m just myself, good or bad. I can only be ME!
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mrmann submitted a contest entry to
Write a love letter to something (not someone) that you love 4 months, 2 weeks agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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jsonia28 submitted a contest entry to
Write a love letter to something (not someone) that you love 4 months, 2 weeks agoMy significant other
Jacqueline SoniaMeeting you was like winning the lottery. It was the best decision I ever made to become your girlfriend. Thank you for loving me for who I am and not wanting to change a thing about me. Thank you for helping me love myself more each day. You consistently go above and beyond, and you have been nothing but a blessing in my life. I’m grateful for you every day, in every moment.
Your touch, your scent, your smile, your eyes—everything about you is perfect to me. You are the most selfless, unique, outgoing, and loving person I have ever known. I remember the first time we met and our first conversation. I recall the moment you thought I was cute and when you asked me to be your girlfriend. It was in Central Park, and it was raining. We stood under a bridge, soaked, and you held me in your arms, asking, “Will you be my girlfriend?” It felt like a scene from a romcom.
I remember our first kiss and all the special moments we’ve shared. We have now been together for 992 days, and we continue to promise each other forever. With you, it truly feels like eternity. I remember when I first fell in love with you; it wasn’t love at first sight. I fell in love when you stayed with me at the hospital for ten hours. That’s when I knew you were different from other men I’ve known, and I love you for that.
People say that when you are truly with the right person, you start to look alike. That’s what I see in us. I love you, handsome, forever and always.
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Jacqueline, I am so happy that you’ve found a person that you feel happy and content with! Being in a relationship that helps you love yourself more sounds amazing. I hope that your relationship continues to grow and flourish. Thank you for sharing your experience!
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem about your goals for 2025 5 months agoA Work in Progress
Alexis HarveyA new day begins,
A fresh start, where hope lies within.
To finish school, a milestone to reach,
Turning a new page, within my reach.A book to be written, a story to unfold,
Words like wings, a tale to be told.
To find love’s embrace, a tender vine,
Growing stronger, intertwining.A car paid in full, a home to call my own,
Adventures to seek, on roads yet unknown.
To live with intention, each moment embraced,
Appreciating the journey, at my own pace.Let happiness bloom, a vibrant flower in the spring,
To love more, complain less, and let my spirit sing.
To wash away doubt, a shadow that fades away,
As confidence shines, with each passing day.A career that ignites my soul’s desire,
A life of purpose, fueled by inner fire.
To cultivate peace within my mind and soul,
To live stress-free and make my spirit whole.I no longer look back at the things I’ve outgrown,
I’m embracing the future, a life that’s truly my own.Voting is closed
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Alexis, the way you describe your goals for the year inspires me to be more intentional with my own goals. I appreciate how you include very concrete goals such as paying off your car as well as abstract goals like letting your spirit sing. I wish you all the best in 2025. Thank you for sharing!
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Thank you, Emmy! Your comment is like a virtual high-five! I’m thrilled my poem inspired you. Let’s both make 2025 amazing!
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Jacqueline Sonia shared a letter in the
Current Events group 5 months, 1 weeks agoRealistic Newspaper
Jacqueline SoniaI’m excited to announce a new project I’ve been working on called the Realistic Newspaper. It is a publication filled with stories from my anonymous peers, as I have kept their identities private for confidentiality.
The Realistic Newspaper features relatable stories, giving everyone a voice to share their experiences. It serves as a safe space for those who want to express their ideas and thoughts. With their permission, I’m dedicated to helping these stories be heard.
I’ve created a QR code that leads to the Realistic Newspaper. You can either scan it or copy and paste the link, and the newspaper will appear. To view it in full screen, simply click the link, and you will have access to the Realistic Newspaper. If you need the QR please don’t hesitate to reach out.
I aim to create a second edition to further expand on people’s stories and provide a platform for even more voices in need of expression.
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Jacqueline, this is such an empowering move for people voices to be heard. Thank you for creating a space of comfort for those that you interview. We need more platform like this because it brings peace in reading someone story and acknowledging that we are not the only ones going through hardship. Where could I find the link to your project so I…read more
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Thank you my love and I made a QR code I also have it on my website which is jacquelinesoniaauthor.wordpress.com/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=wpcom-happy-moments%252Ffirst-post&utm_source=guides
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jsonia28 submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem about your goals for 2025 5 months, 1 weeks agoMy goals for 2025…
Jacqueline SoniaI have seven goals for 2025.
First, I aim to graduate soon and earn my creative writing degree. Second, I want to finish my book titled “The End Begins Now” and self-publish it. My third goal, which might seem a bit crazy but is also exciting, is to obtain my motorcycle (M1) license and get myself a Harley-Davidson, since I’m really passionate about motorcycles.
For my fourth goal, I hope to move in with my partner. I envision our place being as spacious as possible, filled with sunlight, and having a balcony where I can plant my favorite flowers and enjoy nature’s beauty.
My fifth goal for the year is to secure a well-paying job that provides enough stability for me to achieve everything I want and need. Sixth, I watoain healthy relationships with my partner and friends, as I’ve experienced the challenges of dishonesty and a lack of loyalty in past relationships, especially with friends I once considered like sisters.
Finally, my last goal is to maintain my peace and showcase the best version of myself—not just a version that others expect. I believe that in this world, it’s crucial to present your true, authentic self in order to succeed and make a name for yourself. I want to achieve this through my writing, helping others who are afraid to express their true selves. I aspire to be someone others can relate to, where they won’t feel judged.
These are my goals for 2025, and I hope to succeed in achieving them.
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Jacqueline, I can’t wait to hear from you in more challenges to see how you have been progressing. I love how your goals are attainable and realistic for you. These will give you something to strive for, while you continue to improve yourself and your lifestyle. Keep up the great work!♥
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James/Maintain4life shared a letter in the
Surviving Addiction group 6 months agoThis post is viewable by the Unsealed community only.
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Alexis shared a letter in the
Mental Health group 6 months agoCourage To Move On
Alexis HarveyThe ghost of “us” still lingers, a haunting refrain,
A melody of memories, a bittersweet pain.
I grieved for the future we’d never attain,
Two souls entwined, then severed in twain.We’re like two planes in the sky, headed in two different directions,
A near hit or miss, a fleeting connection.
I gave it all I had before I ever decided to quit.
Deep within the depths of my heart, you’re someone I’ll always miss.But the weight of “what ifs” began to erode,
A heavy cloak of sorrow, a lonely road.
I knew I deserved better, a love that would unfold,
A story where my spirit wouldn’t grow cold.So I broke the chains, shattered the illusion,
Found the strength within, a silent revolution.
Each step forward, a victory, a new constitution,
Rebuilding myself, a slow, steady evolution.The sting of regret still lingers, a phantom limb,
But I’m learning to breathe, to finally swim.
In the ocean of life, I’m no longer adrift,
I’ve found the courage to rise, to finally shift.Truth be told, we’re better off apart,
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This is such an empowering letter for those who are struggling to walk away from any situation that no longer serves them. It is tough especially if it’s a loved one or something we love. Thank you for sharing such a powerful letter encouraging others to gain courage to move on and stand up for themselves.
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Thanks Cierra ☺️ Your kind words are appreciated 💕 It is tough, but the only way out is through! Goodbyes are never easy, but sometimes they’re necessary.
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Alexis shared a letter in the
Remembering those we lost/Grief group 6 months agoA Heartbeat Silenced: Reflections on Loss and Love
Alexis HarveyI look around and see so much loss. Be careful in life; it comes at a cost.
There’s no avoiding death; it’s a scary fate. Live life to the fullest before it’s your day.
It’s excruciatingly painful, but it’s a part of life. Grief is an emotion that cuts deep like a knife.
Cherish every second, minute, and hour with the people you love. Always be prepared to relive memories with your loved ones up above.
There’s no right or wrong way to grieve when someone leaves our lives unexpectedly. But we can keep their memory alive by living out our lives intentionally.
Of course, they wouldn’t want us to be sad, yet they’re no longer here. It’s hard to be happy when life takes away someone we hold dear.
There’s no time like the present when tomorrow may not be promised. It’s okay to be sad and to cry. Embrace your feelings and keep it honest.
I don’t handle loss well, so I write my feelings down. It’s hard to stay strong when there’s loss all around.
Don’t take loved ones for granted; appreciate them while you can. Everything happens for a reason; it’s all part of God’s plan!
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Thank you for sharing your peace through your journey of grief and being an inspiration onto others. Grief is a very tough battle that I struggle with everyday. It has its curve balls in the most random times. I’m so glad that you have this outlet to process through this tough time. You are seen. And you are heard!
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Aww thanks Cierra, I appreciate your kind words 💕 It feels nice to be seen and heard 🥺 I’m glad that my words are inspiring to you as well as others!
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alexismatters23 submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem or letter about your best memory of 2024 6 months agoSun-Kissed Soul
Alexis HarveyThere’s a core memory that stood out from all the rest.
A road trip to Tybee Island sparked my creativity when I wasn’t at my best.Beneath the sun-kissed sky, the ocean’s rhythm lulled my soul,
As laughter danced on salty air, carefree and whole.My heart, once shattered, found solace in the sea,
A canvas washed clean, ready for me.A spark ignited, a fire within,
As I poured my heart out, pen to skin.Words flowed like the tide, a healing art,
Mending my spirit, piece by piece, from the start.With loved ones by my side, I found my way,
A beacon of hope, a brighter day.No longer burdened, no longer alone,
A newfound strength, a heart of stone.Quality time spent feeling free, allowed me to find peace.
Encompassed with love, wrapped in a soft, gentle fleece.A judgment-free space where I felt safe to bare my soul.
An unforgettable day at the beach, full of stories untold.Voting is closed
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Alexis, Every time I read your poetry, I feel inspired and comforted. Your trip to Tybee Island sounds cathartic and empowering. You are such a beautiful soul. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. <3 Lauren
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Thanks Lauren ☺️ That means so much coming from you 💕 It’s like one of those times where you finally say yes and accept that you’re deserving of good things too! Thank you for creating a much needed safe space.
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