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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 1 years, 7 months ago

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    Dampen your eyes

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  • just a week

    tomorrow marks 2 years since you left
    breaking the entirety of my being in ways I didn’t know were possible.

    but, I’m not sad anymore.

    I can finally say your name without trembling
    and my heart doesn’t skip a beat anymore when I think about you.
    Don’t take this wrong and think that I don’t still love you
    because I do,
    I always will
    and nothing can change that.

    because e.,
    in the years since our eclipse,
    no one has ever come close to
    making me feel
    as loved and accepted as you.
    not even myself.

    you changed me
    and I am sincerely better for it.
    the eternal gift of your love and for this I will always be grateful.

    self-ideation was a just a concept and
    I had no idea who I was before you
    showed me what it felt like to be
    recieved with intention.

    I will never forget your smile
    the first night we met
    or how gently we kissed in front of Rebar
    listening to my favorite band on repeat.
    (“one more hour” was always my favorite track, but now it’s even more special because of you.)

    I never got the chance to tell you but e.,
    you quite literally launched me into this new life as a poet
    and propelled my devotion to spirituality.
    that one rose quartz caused it all and now I have more crystals than I can even count
    every time I get a new one, I think of you
    and I’ve finally stopped favoring ones that are blue.
    I’ve most recently started gravitating to purples and pinks.
    a symbolic representation of my journey of trying to fall in love after you.

    I’ve had to learn the hard way that no one will ever love me like you did
    and I’m not saying that out of pity or remorse at all.
    It just makes what we shared all the better because you are the blueprint
    You made falling in love feel like a dream.
    You are the reason I know to never settle
    and know what it means to reach perfection because you saw it in me
    and nurtured it even when you knew you’d have to leave.

    That used to make me sad but I understand why now.

    Without your influence, I would be doing so much worse.
    I definitely would have settled
    and probably gotten stuck with a baby
    co-created by someone not even worthy of my energy.
    (SINCERELY…THANK YOU!!!!)

    I’ve written so much about you and I don’t think I’ll ever stop.
    A part of me will always miss you
    but I know that we weren’t meant to be
    A forbidden love
    with a man lost at sea.
    My literal sailor and hero
    in the U.S Marines

    Thank you for gracing me with your presence.
    Thank you for seeing what I didn’t know existed inside of me.
    Thank you for teaching me that feeling and connection are not something to fear.
    Thank you for showing me the importance of surrendering to the universe,
    to trust the process and just flow.
    Thank you for making me a poet
    and forcing me to grow and
    receive new love in ways
    I never even dreamed

    You really did change me e.
    and for that, I will always be grateful.
    I don’t know if you’ll ever see this,
    but that won’t stop me from giving flowers when they are due and my one regret is not being able to give you that while you were still here.
    So e.
    if this does ever find you,
    all I really wanna say is
    thank you <3

    Ala <3

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    • OMG Ala, this is beautiful. I am so sorry for your loss. But wow, how lucky you are to experience such love. I have only had a couple very serious relationships in my life. But one was with a guy name Brian. Brian loved me like no other and I remember he once told me that every life in love would be different. No love is ever the same. He believed…read more

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      • I am so happy you had your experience too! I agree that every person we share a soul space with is placed in our life to teach us a new dimension of love. Some last a lifetime, some don’t. Some are intense and turn our lives upside down. Some build slowly and show us just how much can flourish when we are patient. Love can simultaneously be so…read more

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  • ala shared a letter in the Group logo of Current EventsCurrent Events group 1 years, 7 months ago

    STOP BOMBING BABIES

    WE SAY THAT OUR ACTIONS ARE DONE IN THE NAME OF GOD.
    The almighty creator who can do no wrong and across all doctrines
    speaks of mercy, peace, and humility.
    What kind of benevolent God would sanction this?

    Did God tell you to murder babies in their sleep?
    Incinerating incubators
    Massacre lives that have yet to begin
    while mothers hold their dead children
    Feeling like failures for not being able to protect them
    from a fight they never even asked to join?
    Did God tell you to
    plant an air strike against a hospital of the weak, and sick who are already fighting
    death long enough to see the sunrise tomorrow?
    Did God ask for any of this?
    Or maybe you don’t really mean the version of ‘God’ you claim lives in the sky
    and you secretly mean yourselves?

    Governing entities gone mad with power
    corrupted by corporate greed and claims to land that existed for centuries before a single person propagating or being subjected to this conflict were even an inkling of a thought.
    Religion has become so embedded in the framework
    of our governments that they’ve twisted the script,
    used the Bible as a liability
    and manipulated every single one of us
    into thinking that the circle of men pulling strings
    behind comfortably closed closets are God.

    They don’t want you to pray for your own well-being
    They want you to praise them
    And think that continuing to behave as pasteurized cattle will help you fulfill God’s will
    When in reality, you’re just giving them what they want.
    More power
    More control
    More land.
    If we don’t stop them here,
    they will keep going.
    Ravage every corner of this Earth
    claiming to create the promise land
    but the only thing that will be promised
    is their claim to even more land.

    HOW MANY MORE BABIES HAVE TO DIE BEFORE YOU SEE THIS?
    How many more cultures have to be eradicated before you finally believe
    what is happening on every one of our phone screens?
    Of course we can deny confidence in the death toll of people we don’t even see as human beings.
    What makes you feel they are any less human than me
    or your own mother?
    Because they were born on the ‘wrong’ side of a border?
    Was that god’s mistake?
    Is it because their family’s family picked the ‘wrong’ religion to follow?
    Was that god’s mistake?
    But oh no, I thought God didn’t make any mistakes????
    So please,
    tell me when you’re ready to admit if whether this is really God or have you been using him as an excuse?
    We all know what true
    but real change won’t come until you acknowledge this. #freepalestine

    Alacia

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    • Alacia, What is going on in the Middle East is incredibly heartbreaking. 41 percent of people in Palestine are under 14, and more than 52 percent are under 18. The median age of the people in Israel is 29 and a third of its population is under 18.

      The reality is none of the people dying and suffering from these problems we are facing today caused…read more

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  • db-cooper submitted a contest entry to Group logo of Write a poem about what you are grateful for in your lifeWrite a poem about what you are grateful for in your life 1 years, 7 months ago

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    Grateful

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  • It's 5am and I'm awake thinking about you again.

    I want to know if you regret this
    Are you awake right now
    losing sleep over the pain too
    or is it just me
    rolling around restless at night
    trying to figure out how the fuck
    it came down to this?

    I want to know if my face haunts you.
    My docile doe-like eyes and soft curves
    contorting into a demon whose memory
    is smeared all over the walls of your face.
    You can remove me materially,
    but my energy will linger
    and you will have to sit with it
    knowing what you did
    knowing who you lost
    and all that you chose to throw away
    because running is easier
    than taking accountability.
    responsibility does not come from the way one handles business and finance,
    but from the way one works though conflict and treats other people.

    Are you proud of what you did?

    Because despite it all,
    I was still ready
    to stay in your life
    and help build you back up again.
    Bedtime remedies to help you sleep
    Calls during the middle of my work day to keep you calm while the weight of the world burned down on yours.
    A submissive princess ready to take all your worries and transmute it into something beautiful anytime you called my name.

    All I wanted was respect

    for all the love I gave.
    I was building something beautiful while you were slowly looking for the chance to tear it all down.
    I’ve learned the hard way that unrequited love is never worth it
    but for the life of me,
    I’m tired of always feeling so damn disrespected each time I carve out a space in my life for somebody’s son to come sit for a while before they no longer see me as a human deserving any bit of common decency.

    I don’t want your compliments.
    I don’t want your money.
    I don’t want your love.
    I don’t want attention.
    I want you to respect me enough to either
    leave me the fuck alone to begin with
    or to stay and figure it out.

    Yes I am angelic,
    Yes my energy overflows and could stand the leakage.
    Yes, I will be okay.
    But please,
    respect that I am still human
    and am worth the wait.

    Ala

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    • yes! know your boundaries and hold people to that — no matter who they are how attached you are to them. You are so worthy of respect. Thank you for sharing and thank you for being part of The Unsealed family. <3 Lauren

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 1 years, 8 months ago

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    These are not my legs

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  • Lauren Brill shared a letter in the Group logo of Current EventsCurrent Events group 1 years, 8 months ago

    I am scared and heartbroken

    Last night, I didn’t sleep well, as I had several nightmares. I was haunted by the endless images I saw in the news: A young woman’s naked, lifeless, unconscious (possibly deceased) body being paraded around as a trophy after Hamas attacked young people at a music festival in Israel, a 25-year-old woman begging for her life as she was taken as a hostage and babies whose faces were covered in dust and blood from the bombs thrown near their homes.

    When I awoke this morning, I immediately read the news to see the latest. And while the horror continues on the other side of the world, I was also disheartened to learn that hate was just outside my doorstep.

    People at rallies down the street from where I slept last night are wearing, holding, and celebrating images of swastikas and promoting anti-semitic rhetoric. For the first time in my life, I was and am scared to be Jewish.

    While I have been doing my best to educate myself through the news, friends, and online resources, I am not going to sit here and pretend I fully understand the conflict between Palestine and Israel – because I don’t. And I know that it’s natural and easy to see the world through the lens of my own experiences and identity.

    However, we all, myself included, should see and feel our humanity reflected in every person on this planet. And act accordingly.

    As I try to process these last few days, the violence happening in the Middle East is not just about me, or any one group of people or politics. This cruel attack on innocent people is about all of us. It is a threat to all of humanity.

    No child, no person, whether they share my background or not, whether Palestinian or Israeli (or any other culture, race, or religion), deserves to live or die in such an inhumane way.

    There are a lot of issues we can’t and won’t agree on in this world. But we universally should believe in and tirelessly advocate for love, compassion, and peace for all people.

    And sadly, right now, that’s not the case.

    I am scared and heartbroken as I pray for the victims of violence, our world, and humanity.

    Lauren

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    • I’m at a loss for words to describe the depths of evil for these murders of innocent people. I can’t comprehend humans committing these acts against other humans. Why with all the prayers that happen worldwide daily do things like this even happen? Please stay safe from these protests and God help the Middle East with everything you have.

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 1 years, 8 months ago

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    Walking

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 1 years, 8 months ago

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    Go

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  • db-cooper submitted a contest entry to Group logo of Write a letter to your ideal selfWrite a letter to your ideal self 1 years, 8 months ago

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    Perfect standards

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of Magical MomentsMagical Moments group 1 years, 8 months ago

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    The jacket

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 1 years, 9 months ago

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    Comment yourself

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of Introductions, Icebreakers and PromptsIntroductions, Icebreakers and Prompts group 1 years, 9 months ago

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    Exposed

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of Remembering those we lost/GriefRemembering those we lost/Grief group 1 years, 9 months ago

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    I pick a peach rose and rested on its side

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  • db-cooper submitted a contest entry to Group logo of Why Are You Worthy of the Utmost Respect?Why Are You Worthy of the Utmost Respect? 1 years, 9 months ago

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    Respect at the end of the tunnel

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  • db-cooper submitted a contest entry to Group logo of Write a letter about leaving your comfort zoneWrite a letter about leaving your comfort zone 1 years, 10 months ago

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    Zoned out

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  • My first cover letter

    Dear Mr. —

    Did you know the NFL’s Ryan Grant also participated in basketball and track and field during his time at Don Bosco Prep School in New Jersey? Did you know the NBA’s Adonal Foyle still holds the record in New York for most points in a high school tournament game? Did you know former Suffern High School girls’ lacrosse star Crysti Foote is a member of the Canadian National Team and is recognized as one of the best female players in the world? Inspired by the commitment and passion all great athletes demonstrate, I know both the technicalities of sports and interesting facts about the athletes themselves, which is why I believe if I become a reporter for MSG Varsity I will be a powerful conduit between the athletes and the tri-state community. I will ask questions the viewers want to know and receive honest answers from athletes who respect my knowledge.

    My confidence in my future success is based on the achievements of my past as well as my present occupation. As a young 21-year-old college graduate, I began writing for NBA.com and WNBA.com. With my own swagger, I entered NBA and WNBA locker rooms to interview athletes double my size among journalists twice my age. Publishing hundreds of articles and blogs on NBA.com, WNBA.com, D-league.com, NikeWomen.com, and WomensProSoccer.com, I have also had my fair share of on-air opportunities. Currently, I am a co-host for On the Mike With Mike Sherman, a weekly entertainment, lifestyle, and sports show that airs on a CBS affiliate (My33) in South Florida. Last season, when the 49ers took on the Giants in New Jersey, I was there to interview athletes and report back on the night’s events for CBS’ San Francisco affiliate. I have reported local news on Long Island and worked as a sports reporter for Artsis Media, where I shot, edited, wrote, and produced all my own stories.

    Throughout my tenure at Columbia University, I majored in sociology and focused on the sociological impact of sports. Through my 40-plus page senior thesis, I discovered that to have longevity and acceptance as a female sports reporter, you must be a sports connoisseur yourself. Voted biggest jock in my high school senior superlatives, I have lived, breathed, and loved sports throughout my life. I believe if given a chance I will be recognized and respected by the sports world for telling compelling stories and conducting in-depth thought-provoking interviews. In other words, I’m a talented young recruit with an All-American future and would love to help the MSG Varsity team work its way to the top of the game.

    Sincerely,

    Lauren Brill

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    • Wow that’s awesome! You wrote for the NBA and WNBA!!This letter is a huge inspiration because I want to do podcasting and interview sports players and artists.

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of Mental HealthMental Health group 1 years, 10 months ago

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    Mental aesthetics

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of Remembering those we lost/GriefRemembering those we lost/Grief group 1 years, 10 months ago

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    Time carries on when we don't

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  • db-cooper shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 1 years, 10 months ago

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    A lack of confrontation

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