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  • Realistic Newspaper

    I’m excited to announce a new project I’ve been working on called the Realistic Newspaper. It is a publication filled with stories from my anonymous peers, as I have kept their identities private for confidentiality. 

    The Realistic Newspaper features relatable stories, giving everyone a voice to share their experiences. It serves as a safe space for those who want to express their ideas and thoughts. With their permission, I’m dedicated to helping these stories be heard.

    I’ve created a QR code that leads to the Realistic Newspaper. You can either scan it or copy and paste the link, and the newspaper will appear. To view it in full screen, simply click the link, and you will have access to the Realistic Newspaper. If you need the QR please don’t hesitate to reach out.

    I aim to create a second edition to further expand on people’s stories and provide a platform for even more voices in need of expression.

    Jacqueline Sonia

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    • Jacqueline, this is such an empowering move for people voices to be heard. Thank you for creating a space of comfort for those that you interview. We need more platform like this because it brings peace in reading someone story and acknowledging that we are not the only ones going through hardship. Where could I find the link to your project so I…read more

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      • Thank you my love and I made a QR code I also have it on my website which is jacquelinesoniaauthor.wordpress.com/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=wpcom-happy-moments%252Ffirst-post&utm_source=guides

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Pouring out my heart

    Pouring out my heart
    Through this art
    Writing about a new start
    Or a moment that my life
    Started to fall apart
    Broken pieces
    Putting together my thesis
    Sharing my painful
    And joyful experiences
    So here’s a shot of me
    If you’re interested in a drink
    Pouring out my heart
    A shot of love a with a
    Splash hope
    Mixed with life
    Might have you feeling alright
    Pouring out my heart
    Grab a glass and fill your cup
    As I share my thoughts
    About not giving up

    Michael L George jr

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    • Michael, I loved the metaphor you’re painted in this piece while inviting the reader to learn who you are… Very well done 🌹

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    • Awww, this is so creative, and I absolutely love the ending. Never give up, and keep mixing life up exactly the way you want to. Thank you for sharing and thank you for being part of The Unsealed.

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  • Heather shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Butter

    If you truly think about it, life is like butter.
    Starts out all vigorous like the stick of butter you use to bake that cake.
    As you start to live and achieve your goals and dreams, it will start melting away.
    Of course, there are those small pieces that take longer to dissolve.
    Those are brief disturbances along the way to achieving your goals and dreams.
    Just think about it for a minute.
    Life is like butter, melted or not!

    Heather

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  • kellybeanz87 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Dreamy Skies

    Darkness sheds across the skies, place some in your pocket and never say goodbye
    For your walls are so thick you can’t even see
    You’re too high strung to unravel like me
    It’s ok, because I like to dance alone, it keeps me grounded, balanced, pure and tone
    Am I fake? Am I phony? I don’t think so honey
    I’m not in your space anymore and you’re not in mine
    Like fragments in space, lost for all time
    Maybe one day we will make up for it and you’ll be mine all mine
    Thoughts, memories, clouds in the sky
    Planes, buses and trains flying by
    Bugs, animals, funny jokes, and little pokes
    Heartbreak is painful, and this we know…
    Whatever you do, don’t let it dim you’re your glow
    You’re here for a reason, by now this you should know
    Time to sit back, catch up and let your spirit grow
    Don’t mourn, don’t cry-just remember my eyes
    I will always be around when you least surprise
    The stars are wrapping up for the night, and the birds are entering flight
    Get some rest my dear, everything is going to be alright

    Kelly M.B

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  • Courtney Beksel shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Fade into the Moonlight

    I made a wish for you and I
    Slow dancing to Mazzy Star
    Under the crescent moonlight
    High off of your woodsy cologne
    Drunk off of your tender kiss
    A winter night of endless bliss
    A touch of whimsy
    A dash of wonder
    A recipe for love
    No longer do we need to wander
    Our destination is clear
    We’ve found our forever
    We’ll fade into one another

    Courtney Beksel

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    • I enjoyed the visual that you used. I love winter time so I loved reading the picture and the poem to match. Thank you for sharing such a peaceful poem.

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    ANGEL

    Ascending flying high
    Never wanna come down
    Getting higher with the winds wings
    Extended gliding with the air gusts
    Levitating to new heights angelic & poetic.

    Michael L George jr

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    • I really liked the part where you said “levitating to new heights angelic & poetic” this gave me a sense of starting over to new beginnnigs reading this at the kick off to the new year. This poem is powerful because it can have a few meanings to this. Got my brain thinking!

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  • shae shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Why I Smile

    People ask me why I smile. I usually say, “I can’t help it,” or “That’s just me.” However, I smile because sometimes I want to curse. I want to tell people off in ungodly ways. I smile because sometimes I am nervous and don’t know how to articulate my feelings. It becomes my natural defense to ease the anxiety I am feeling in my body. I smile because I was never taught how to address a situation without screaming or yelling, so I don’t want to cause a scene. I smile because a thought pops into my head that I know I shouldn’t say out loud, so I tell it to myself, making myself smile. I smile because I don’t know what else to do other than to put on a mask and be happy, to mask my feelings, to cover up my thoughts, to ease my pain, to be someone who lowers the tension. After all, who will get angry, be offended, or say something negative about a smile? So, if you want to know why I smile, it may be a litany of reasons, so you tell me why you think I am smiling because most times, I honestly don’t know. 

    Abana

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    • Such a powerful poem. I can relate to smiling off all my pain. I too have people ask why I smile so much they think I am full of joy. But I sometimes want to tell people off while smiling haha. Thank you for this amazing poem.

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  • TaMara E'Lan G. shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Overcoming Fear

    If we are to walk by faith and not by sight,
    we must overcome fear with all of our might.
    Knowing that the most high does not give us a spirit of fear
    we stand on to the promises of Hope we hold dear
    Being a conqueror is not for the selfish or weak
    With each guided step it is strength that we seek
    For this world is full of tribulations and trials
    We must be overcomers of life for awhile
    and keep on living strong as best as we can
    Loving ourselves and others across this land
    Standing up to injustice and evil with heart
    Shining our light in all places to overcome the dark
    Speaking the truth and Standing on divine faith
    our voice must bring change as the world may break
    We will solider on together with our heads held high
    We will experience choas in this world until our spirits meet the sky
    Yet together we must face and confront our fears
    As we gather in fellowship to help wipe each other’s tears
    For we are all spiritual beings living a physical life
    We must have courage when dealing with obstacles and strife.
    We shall overcome and this too shall pass
    We must tell ourselves these affirmations to last.
    We can’t conquer that which we don’t face
    And sometimes fear can have its own place.
    But fear is not a space for us in dwell in
    We have places to go and people to pour in
    There is no failure in The Most High after all
    So Warriors pick yourselves up and answer the call.

    TaMara E'Lan G.

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    • Thank you TaMara for such an encouraging poem. I needed to read this today. Even though there are a lot of tribulations going on in this society we must persevere and still strive for the better. Thank you for this reminder.

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    Sunbathing

    No Not nocturnal
    In love with the light
    Photosynthesis

    Michael L George jr

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  • Oswald Perez shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    Welcome To 2025!

    Dear Unsealers,

    As I write this post, it’s 5:45 AM on January 1st. Daybreak hasn’t happened yet.

    But the smoke has cleared from last night’s celebrations, and blue skies appear.

    I hope that 2025 is a good year for all of us. A year that’s filled with all the joys and minimal difficulties.

    To that end, this is my welcome to January and the year itself:

    At midnight on New Year’s Eve
    A new day, month, and year begin

    365 new days have arrived
    With renewed optimism and joy

    A reminder for 2025 and beyond…

    Every day is a wonder to behold
    Be the light that spreads out into the world

    Wherever your pursuits lead
    I’m cheering you on all the way

    For the days of Auld Lang Syne
    A toast, with all the cups of kindness yet

    I wish everyone, everywhere
    A Happy New Year!

    Oswald Perez

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    • Thank you Oswald for such a beautiful encouraging message. I hope that 2025 brings you everything your heart and dreams desire! You are a true inspiration!

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    Leap Year

    Another physical year
    About to pass on.
    This leap year
    Flew by,
    Seemed
    Like. A Hop, Skip & a jump,
    I guess some of us needed
    That extra day.
    See you next February 29th.

    Michael L George jr

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    • Yes I can agree this past leap year flew by so quick that I didn’t even recognize that it arrived. The whole year of 2024 vanished right before my eye. But I’m learning to go with the flow and not against it!

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  • Matthew Jablonsky shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    Christmas Come-Down

    The tree is still lit,
    the walls are adorned.
    We celebrated the day,
    our savior was born.

    The gifts are all opened,
    The presents are done.
    The family dinner,
    is now left-overs for one.

    Everyone got home,
    safe and sound.
    There’s still a few shreds,
    of wrapping on the ground.

    The house is so still,
    everything is quiet.
    I can hear my heart break,
    amid all the silence.

    I already miss it,
    having my family all there.
    The sound of their laughter,
    filling the air.

    But life must go on,
    the world keeps on spinnin’!
    I wish it would stop,
    or slow down for a minute.

    Going back to work,
    feels somewhat surreal.
    Coworkers are great,
    but family is real.

    One thing I’ve learned,
    as I’ve gotten older;
    The worst part of Christmas,
    Is when it is over.

    Matthew L Jablonsky

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    • Thank you Matthew for this wonderful heartwarming poem. It is sad when the holidays are over and we return to our normal lives until the next holiday. It is heart filling hearing family laughter and watching everyone enjoy their meals and gifts.

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    • As always, I love your poetry. And I love the sentiment in this piece. I featured it in our newsletter today. <3 Lauren

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  • Noirerequiem shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    A World Rewoven

    I will stitch a world from my verses,
    Sewing these words of confidence into your hair like flower crowns of daisies.
    To join these joints into sockets that would complete rivers.

    This isn’t the story of Pangea.
    It’s the tale of a seam unbroken,
    Where each chain stitch holds together pieces of pain and hope.

    A prick of sorrow, a stab of truth,
    Threads unraveling, yet I sew them anew.

    Binding scars into patterns, weaving triumphs through the cracks,
    Every loop and knot a map of survival—
    A tapestry of me, of you, of us.

    AmbitiousBMarie

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    • Such a powerful picture and poem. I admire the amount of imagery there is in your writing, the way you tie the connection of the human body or society to nature. I feel as much as we neglect Mother Nature we dont seem to understand how our bodies is connected to nature.

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    Thanks

    Finally getting to a point
    Of not giving too much
    Attention to these fucked
    Up situations. Everything happens
    For a reason and I’m thankful
    For my new found love!
    No, it’s not a person.
    It’s my art formation. Helps
    Me alleviate some of the anger
    Or sadness also helps me
    Express when I’m ecstatic.
    These fucked up situations
    Only leads to new content.
    So I guess instead of getting mad
    About it I’ll start to give thanks.
    So thanks to every situation that
    Lead me to writing.

    Michael L George jr

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    LOVE

    Love comes in many
    Forms it doesn’t
    Have to be sexual.
    The concept of love
    Is different for each and
    Everyone of us.
    Some love to touch
    While others love to talk
    Hear the reassuring sound
    Of certain and specific sounds.
    From the words that come out.
    Love is expensive and expressive.
    It’s addictive but don’t get it twisted,
    The words “I LOVE YOU” don’t mean shit.
    If it’s not coming from the right person.
    Love is a feeling that is revealing through
    The ears, the eyes, can be touched from
    Vibrations of the frequency of the voice.
    Once you hear that certain noise,
    Ears perk up like a dog, now you’re filled
    With joy. Even the scent can bring some
    Love as your brain ignites and triggers
    A wonderful feeling from inside.
    Love struck like lightning from deep
    Inside my mind, I had to express Myself.
    I’ve felt love from plenty.
    I’ve showed love also experienced
    & expressed it gradually.
    Without loving myself how
    Could I show it,
    Love is diverse
    & driven from Emotions.

    Michael L George jr

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    • I totally resonate with this poem, as I struggle with love myself. Whether it is loving the wrong people and not loving myself enough. I cringe at the word love but I am overcoming that fear slowly but surely. Thank you for shining your light in sharing your truth and expressing your feelings.

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      • Love is what we give shouldn’t be what we search for. Once it finds us
        In the form of our perception
        Hard to accept it as a blessing.
        But this is just another opinion.

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  • Lauren Brill shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    Forgotten

    Forgotten in the hidden emotions I feel,
    Behind the weed and underneath the alcohol,

    SEEN too much,
    HEARD too much,
    KNOW TOO MUCH
    Forgot to SPEAK UP
    Because I didn’t know any better
    And because you said I didn’t need any help,

    So I’m just another “mad black woman” who can do bad all by myself because you said

    black people don’t need therapy

    I listened

    I believed you but I forgot to believe me
    I was lost because I forgot I was innocent

    Nasheshia

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  • michae1 shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    Stimulated in this Simulation

    Once you’ve been “Awaken”
    You’ll realize everything
    Is just a simulation of your
    Very own imagination,
    Shaping your reality.
    We’re all here and have different
    Perceptions, if you hear em
    And see em moving to
    The words you think.
    Or the words you read,
    Maybe if you’re artistic
    You see em play out the
    Words you write.
    So now it is what it is
    Some go with the statement
    Of “living in the matrix”,
    Some Rationalized it
    With quantum physics.
    While others have a different
    Representation or a different
    Calculation, coming to another conclusion
    Of how it started.
    A conscious conscience,
    Some are just a Con in science.
    Is this a coincidence? Is it a theory?
    Is it a fantasy?
    The power of the mind
    Is incredible, imagine
    A thought coming to life
    Images reciprocating through
    The eyes. Now it’s more than a vision.
    Those thoughts are being played
    In the present through actions.
    The Time it takes for the mind
    To retrieve this information is astounding.

    Michael L George jr

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    • This was such a powerful poem. I enjoyed the metaphors that you used. “ A conscious conscience, Some are just a Con in science.” Is my favor because there are cons amongst this world and inside the scientific views. Sometimes I get OVERstimulated with life and the simulations of this world.
      Thank you for sharing your wisdom.

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      • You’re welcome, I glad you enjoyed this piece. Was hesitant
        On sharing for a few seconds.
        But I’ve realized I’m not the only
        One feeling like this. Lots of artists seem to use the statement
        Of “living in the matrix”
        Reminded me of my
        Artistic freedom. We all have
        It just express it different.

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  • Pretty Dee shared a letter in the Group logo of Current EventsCurrent Events group 5 months, 3 weeks ago

    My Son's Uncle was Murdered By the Police three days before christmas... I am pissed so here's a poem

    No justice no peace
    That’s what they are screaming
    in the streets
    No justice no peace
    The streets run red
    While they back the blue
    They don’t bat an eye
    Because a wall matters
    more than life
    No justice no peace
    That’s what the mothers
    are crying in the streets
    The streets flood
    With innocent blood
    Hard to say their
    Names when
    You’re still at the first sentence
    They say we’re guilty
    Because our skin holds
    no innocence
    They say we need repentance
    No justice no peace
    That’s what the brothers
    are screaming in the streets
    Broken glass and broken skull
    Love is something that
    became void and null
    Bitterness and hatred
    flood our streets
    No more white sheets
    The enemy has a badge and
    a tailored suit
    No justice no peace
    Time to break the lease
    Move from the apartments
    Of pain and injustice
    To the suburbs of righteousness and truth
    No justice no peace
    Let these words be
    Proof of the prophecy
    Of I’m not liable to say what we won’t do
    No justice no peace
    I fell to my knees
    Came back purring
    Ready to lead
    My people to freedom
    For the sake
    of the kingdom
    No justice no peace
    Because they said it is “just us”
    Free Palestine
    Free Sudan
    Free the Congo
    Creation is crying
    Don’t act like you don’t know
    If you don’t like what I said
    That’s fine because
    I’m ready to the die for mine
    I’m tired of my people crying
    Government scamming and exploiting
    The poor for money
    We already know they lying
    They bombing children
    They are conducting massive genocide
    They throwing stones
    And then run and hide
    To play victim
    it’ll all work out
    Like it’s the people
    And not the system
    And when we stand together
    We are impervious
    That’s the shit
    That makes these
    Colonizers nervous
    No justice no peace
    Don’t sell me no dream
    Of mansions and gold-paved streets
    For an afterlife
    While I live in
    A world built with lies
    Pain, agony, and strife
    You sell me everlasting life
    And then take my life
    Say we believe in the same
    God
    Yet you treat us like
    Enemies
    I thought we were supposed
    to be kin
    Your neighbor, brother, and friend
    No justice no peace

    Dee The Divine

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    • I am so sorry that you have endured this pain right before the new year and holidays. I thank you for sharing your peace in this destroying society we live in! Thank you for your empowering words and using this platform to gain healing and to share insight amongst the world! I pray for you and your families healing during this tribulations. You…read more

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      • Thank you so much! It’s frustrating because he has a child that is a year younger than my son that doesn’t have a dad now. But I know justice will come. I am just hoping for peace

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  • Oswald Perez shared a letter in the Group logo of PoetryPoetry group 5 months, 4 weeks ago

    Merry Christmas!

    Dear Unsealers,

    It’s Christmas Eve!

    December has gone by so fast. It felt like it was five minutes since I was celebrating my birthday at the very start of the month.

    Now, we’ve reached the conclusion of Advent and head into the twelve days of Christmas.

    I hope that wherever you’re celebrating the holiday, it’s done in the company of people that you love. With an extra moments of arms held aloft for those that find this time of year difficult to celebrate.

    For those of you that celebrate this day, I wish all of you a very Merry Christmas!

    The following is my Christmas message for this year:

    Time went by so fast, didn’t it?
    December came in and went like a jingled blur

    After twenty four days wait
    A celebration of the savior’s birth

    As the bells ring out, people gather
    Friends, family and loved ones

    For it’s Christmas Day at last
    With love and kindness towards all

    Wherever you are in the world
    I wish for you all the peace today

    Said many times in many ways
    From me to you, from NYC to the world…

    Merry Christmas!
    ¡Feliz Navidad!

    Joyeux Noël!
    Frohe Weihnachten!

    Nollaig Shona!
    Feliz Natal!

    Buon Natale!
    Καλά Χριστούγεννα

    Sretan Božić!
    Bon Nadal!

    Oswald Perez

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    • Lovely expression of love and the reason for the season 🌹

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    • Thank you for this warm Christmas poem. Sharing light onto those who are having a tough holiday season! I really enjoyed reading this. It took me back to when I was younger and enjoyed the Christmas holiday spirit.

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  • Highschool skies and sea green eyes

    Freshman Year. 

    My freshman year of high school was breezy and easy, like the Washington skies. I was just growing out of the ridiculous haircut I had gotten in 8th grade, and nobody cared about all the drama that happened in middle school, anyway. I had a fresh start, and I intended to use it in this big new high school. 

    I found my new best friend in drama class, which we both failed. She was warm and friendly like the summer, which was her name. We became inseparable, and I haven’t found a friend like her since. 

    The majority of my freshman year revolved around one thing. He was tall and had green eyes. I’ll never forget the first time we held hands, also in drama class. We were watching 12 Summer Nights, by Shakespeare. I was playing with the ring on his finger that spun around in its metal case, and then I wasn’t. We were holding hands, and we did for the rest of the movie. At the end, the lights came on, and I didn’t know what to say. We just looked at each other. 

    Hello, Green Eyes. I thought, and he raced off. 

    Our first kiss was outside of his house. Although I didn’t have the best of eyesight, I could see his mom’s disapproving gaze from the living room window. But it happened anyway, and he ran off, just like before. 

    See, he was dying of cancer. But one moment with him felt like forever, and that’s how I thought it would last. 

    There were a lot of firsts with him. He was my first actual boyfriend, and my first real life lesson. He was also my first, and I was his first. We both skipped drama (the first class we ever skipped) to go to his house, and when we got back, everyone knew what we had done, and we pretended to be embarrassed. But we weren’t. 

    It was also the first time I remember being truly happy, inside and out, or at least the first time since I had been a child. And we both sat in the class as the others teased us with grins on our faces, and when I looked at him, I was speechless.

    Hello, Green Eyes. 

    Sophomore Year. 

    Sophomore year started out like my freshman year of high school, but ended very stormy, like the Colorado skies. My mom told me she “missed the mountains,” so it was goodbye Washington, and hello Colorado. Goodbye popularity, goodbye best friend, goodbye warm weather and happy feelings. 

    Goodbye, Green Eyes.

    I never really said goodbye to Green Eyes, not even online. I didn’t want to face the fact that it would hurt more to say goodbye than to pretend I had never left. Of course he found me and we talked, but I never told him out loud all that he meant to me. 

    Growing up, everyone always told me to have no regrets. They never told me what to do when they started piling up. Nobody explained how to cope with guilt or how to get rid of the regrets. Not saying goodbye to that boy and telling him something, anything, still weighs on me today.

    My family and I drove down to Colorado on a three-day trip on a crowded GreyHound bus, to a small trailer park on the very edge of a small town. My mom, her boyfriend, and my brother and sister, and I moved into a three-bedroom trailer with my mom’s friend and her son and daughter. You can imagine it was crowded. 

    A few months after I started school, now poor and an outcast, I thought it couldn’t get any worse. Then I got a few messages from my friends back home telling me that he was dead. He died in his sleep. The cancer had won. At first I felt numb. All I could do was stare in the mirror, and think, goodbye, for real. 

    Goodbye, green eyes. 

    Junior Year. 

    Junior year was a blur. The storm clouds in the sky paralleled the ever-present storm clouds in my mind. I didn’t go to class much. When I did, I was (please excuse my language) a frigid bitch to those around me. I had a few friends, but none of them went to the high school. I started to lash out at my mom and burn the bridges around me. 

    I wouldn’t admit it, but all I wanted was my green eyes back. So there were plenty of blue eyes, and brown eyes, and blurry faces and one-night stands, and a lot of parties. I went to school less and less and started doing other things more and more. 

    I snuck out all the time and ran away twice. I got into a fight with my mom’s boyfriend and he ended up in jail. That night, my mom told me I had to find somewhere else to stay. 

    And I did, quickly. But my struggles were only beginning as I would have to learn how to balance school on top of my Couchsurfing lifestyle. 

    As I walked through the cold one morning on my way to school, I caught my gaze in the reflection of a car window, and I stared glumly at my tired face.

    I miss you, green eyes. 

    Senior Year. 

    Senior year was a silver lining on the horizon, like the morning I woke up after I had spent the night underneath the town bridge and gazed at the Colorado mountains with a new sense of determination. I was never going to have to do that again. I knew I deserved better, and I was the only person who was going to do something about it.

    I switched schools to an alternative school called Horizons, and the principal of my old school agreed to reinstate my credits from Junior year as long as I passed all my classes in this new school. 

    Although I still struggled with homelessness, drugs and alcohol, I found that life was easier in this new school. I was passing all my classes, and my future seemed hopeful. 

    When I watched my sister graduate college from Fort Lewis, I had never felt so proud of anyone in my entire life. I wanted to feel that pride for myself, too.

    My sister showed me her college diploma, and I showed her mine from high school. She hugged me. I looked at her straight in her eyes, which were normally a dark rich chocolate-brown. But at that moment, the sun shining through the clouds bounced off the vibrant sea of leaves to reflect that familiar sea-green hue I had not seen in a long time.

    “I’m so proud of you,” she said, and smiled. 

    “I’m proud of you, too,” I mumbled back, and smiled even bigger. 

    I love you, Green Eyes. Thanks for everything. 

    High school is a time of learning who you are, what you want to do, what you’re gonna be, and where you’re gonna go. One of the most important lessons I learned in those four years was that life can change in an instant. Life is resilient but can be fragile. Everyone always told me to have no regrets, but never told me what to do when you do find yourself carrying them around, like the heavy books in your school bag. What you can do is this: let your regrets change you. Let them teach you. Let them challenge you. Sometimes the only way to make things right is to do things differently, because you can’t change the past. Because time rolls by like the puffy clouds in the sky, and change is inevitable. So live a life that you are happy living, cherish and value people. Because eventually we all close our eyes. And man, I miss those green eyes. 

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