I don’t think I believe in heaven or hell much anymore . My beliefs are iffy . Why do I have to choose one thing , I won’t .. I don’t know where you are but the place I imagine is in a beautiful place with no pain no hurt . You have a big drum set & you’re playing and smiling and happy and okay . It’s been almost 10 months since I lost my brothe…read more

dear byrdy ,

she doesn’t call us that anymore , she hasn’t since we were 13. such a long time ago , feels like a century . we got through our “terrible” twenties and made it to our thriving thirties , i’m hoping we did . I am hoping we made it to 23, 26 , 38 , 54 ,67 . do the words that mother said still matter to us and linger in our heart ?…read more