Laying in bed uninterrupted is pure bliss for me
That new song that I love playing on repeat
Taking long walks, getting lost in the trees
Going to Greece and seeing the sea
Floating in the water so salty I can’t swim underneath
Knowing my Dad is still with me
Sending hugs from heaven in butterfly wings
Seeing synchronicities
2:22 on the clock brings a sigh of relief
I feel safe knowing I’m divinely protected
There’s angels above that I take each step with
When I finally get time for myself
Pull a book off the shelf
Get out my sketch book and oil pastels
When I lay in the sun and let myself melt
That’s when I’m at peace
That is my tranquility

I’m 12 years old laying in my new room wondering what heaven’s like
Somehow knowing it felt more like home than these walls I lived behind
I wasn’t scared. I had me
Now knowing that little girl would have loved to have her older self beside her, to guide her and tell her everything she gets through
That she has a little girl of her own one day who’s just like her
Who shows her a mirror reflection of herself everyday
In my mind sometimes I like to go back to that night
To thank her for being her
To ask her if she’s doing okay
To let her know she’s not alone
She’s never alone
She has me
It’s always been me
I embody an endless power
To love and cherish
To heal myself
Free to be myself
The love of my life, it’s me
It’s always been me