My presence Is a Present
I’d say kiss my ass
But 9/10 times you probably already did
Or at least fantasized about it
Don’t take my love for weakness
Or my heart for granted
because when I hit you
with the access denied
You gone panic
I’m a prize
But I’m not a trophy
I’m a treasure
But I’m not just for your pleasure
You can’t pick me up
and put me down
When you don’t want me
I promise you
I won’t sit around and collect dust
Waiting and debating
Should I stay or should I go
Because the difference
between me and a trophy
Is that I won’t be around
when the dust settles
Because I don’t settle
I’ve wasted too much
Of my time
Trying to be patient
But you can lead a horse
To water
But that doesn’t mean it’s gone drink it
Like what makes you think
You can play with me
I’m more than what you see
dope vibes
And energy
So don’t you dare
Come to me
Past your prime
I’m not sorry to say You’re out of time
You should have been
On your knees
Worshipping me
I’m a Queen
Better yet a Goddess
I surpass the constraints
of the program
I know
who I am
and who I be
So nothing you do
Can phase me
You can’t even
Amaze me
I’m priceless
So my presence
Is a blessing
And you’re ungrateful
I don’t have to be with you
To know you ain’t faithful
I can tell by your distasteful
Inconsistent lukewarm ways
My presence is valuable
And you missed out
Someone pour out
Libation for them
Feel sorry for them
Because I don’t
Dust settles
But I won’t
I will always be worthy
Of love
I don’t need them
To justify it
They knew it too
That’s why they sometimes
Treat me the way they do
I’m the most
Precious thing
You could have ever
Held in your hand
A heart of gold
Love as endless as grains of sand
A pure soul
A smile that’s a work of art
A body only the creator could design
And if you don’t think I’m worthy
That’s perfectly fine
Thank you I appreciate you for providing a platform where I can be vulnerable and be my most authentic self. I’m finally being heard and I’m overjoyed that I get to be apart of this community.
Thank you so much Alisha I’m glad I moved you. And hey I’m going to request you to be a pen pal I love your energy! You just made me smile so hard I love your one word description. I felt magical writing this piece