I questioned if the day would come that I would find myself again
But here I am on my own 2 feet and so glad that it came to an end

New routines and all my own things have cause me to feel alive
Wow I should have left years ago instead of wishing you would die

The haze has finally lifted and that brought clarity to my life
It’s like I can b…read more

Oh hi grief, we meet again and this time I am not fine. I was hoping that was the last time we would meet but once again I find myself counting down the time

Like the silent second hand of a watch everything feels numb
I can’t believe I’m here again but this time I don’t feel as dumb

Optimism use to shine bright like the sun reflecting off the w…read more

As I sit here with thousands of grains of sand in between my toes
The world fades away, the noise dies down and suddenly I feel the release of all of my woes.

The sound of the waves plays like a symphony of a familiar song
Inside I am dancing, running and laughing and living as nothing could go wrong.

With the sun kissing my skin I begin to feel…read more

Dear younger me,

Some times the days feel hazy, uncertain and all so scary
But take heart, because you have a best friend coming that will help you carry.

Right now, at 15 you’re dealing with your first heartbreak,
But one day you will look back and find that everything was not at stake.

Your size, your hair and even what you wear seems all s…read more