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mdmspecial submitted a contest entry to Write a letter or poem to your Body 10 months ago
I'm Sorry, Sweet Body
To my body:
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for everything
I’m sorry for being ashamed of you
I’m sorry for not trusting you
I’m sorry for putting you through hell
I’m sorry for holding you to the ridiculous standards of modern societyYou were screaming
You were screaming at me to stop
You were screaming for more nourishment
You were screaming, crying for me to love you
But I couldn’t hear you
My ears were clogged with bullshit “goals”, with deep seeded hatredI’m sorry for hating you
You didn’t deserve it
You don’t deserve itYou’ve put up with a lot
You put up with my stupid vices, yet
You make sure my vitals stay level
You’ve helped me truly understand balance
You’ve grown stronger
You’ve allowed my mind to open, to softenAnd now I’m scared
I’m scared my hatred was too strong
I’m scared the damage is irreversible
I’m scared I’ve hindered your full potential
I’m scared as the thoughts come creeping back in and
I’m scared they’ll never stop
I’m scared and I wonder if you’re scared, tooI can’t say I’d blame you – but if you’ll have me – we can do this
Please give me one more chance
Please know that I’ll never go back
Please accept my apology, my unconditional love
Please relax, unwind, allow for this miracle
Please
I’m sorry
I’m readyVoting is closed
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Aww Mary, your self-awareness and readiness means wherever you want to be – that is where you are headed. Keep striving towards your best self. You got this! We will be here cheering you on along the way. Thank you for being part of our Unsealed family. <3 Lauren
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