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kosmic_kachina2469 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter to your fear (Sponsored by ProWritingAid) 5 months, 1 weeks ago
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind
In all this world leave all behind
In faintest whispers the promise speaks
To haunt the mind when the heart is weakWhere love and loss collide and crash
And aching torment forever dashed
Against desperate cries in the broken soul
No respite found the longing growsA slate wiped clean no more to hear
In constant dreams to shed that fear
In sight of tears cascading free
The reminder gone no more to seeErase the thoughts to free the soul
The ties that bind the sadness whole
In all this world leave all behind
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Tracy, erasing memories in order to ease the pain is a very interesting concept. If we were able to move forward in our lives without painful memories, would life be easier or would we lose appreciation for all we do have? This poem leaves me with a lot to think about! Thank you for sharing.
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Tracy Pickell responded to a letter in topic Mental Health 8 months, 2 weeks ago
Thanks for your thoughts. It makes me happy if what I write touches even just one person. I do believe every moment we experience begins with a choice. And in every choice there is a meaning…a lesson. Those are what I seek. I often try in my writings to enlighten people to things of this nature. I believe everything happens for a reason.
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Tracy Pickell shared a letter in the
Mental Health group 8 months, 2 weeks ago
Infinite Meanings
Every day the search is so real
In obvious, yet often vague fashion
The path is forever passing through
Mirage and tangible peaks and valleysWhen molehills turn to mountains
When that oasis ahead offers nothing
Only barren and deserted ground
The insurmountable desire to fade becomes
An obstacle we struggle to overcomeEvery day the struggle is sincere
How to permeate and see beyond
Our perceived vision of that molehill
The lying mirage we cling to in hope
Of quenching that continuous thirst on the journeyStrive to find the meanings lying in wait
Infinite is their patience the meanings exists
While often not simple the reward is priceless
Knowledge is power and awareness the weaponSearch and struggle brings truth
Even if only your own to hold
Because at the end of every path we choose
Is a new one only you can walkKosmic_Kachina2469
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Tracy, I love this! How unique. Everyone makes their own choices in life and takes paths they choose from. Even through struggle and hardship, we find a way to make it and continue to better ourselves for the future. Beautiful poem!
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Thanks for your thoughts. It makes me happy if what I write touches even just one person. I do believe every moment we experience begins with a choice. And in every choice there is a meaning…a lesson. Those are what I seek. I often try in my writings to enlighten people to things of this nature. I believe everything happens for a reason.
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kosmic_kachina2469 submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem a letter about quote or motto that inspires you 9 months ago
Nothing Ventured Nothing Gained
Nothing Ventured Nothing Gained
Inside the heart, the want is framed
Inside the mind to reason clear
To build the will to lose all fearNothing good with ease you gain
Risk arrives enrobed in pain
And all the hoops through which we dive
Are returns we seek to recognizeUndaunted in the quest we find
The soul’s desire to impel the mind
Toward the goal ahead so near yet far
To win each battle and embrace the scarsThe war is real with weapons few
So we cross the lines to make the coup
For nothing ventured nothing gained
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Wow, this poem is amazing!! We all go through things that are intense and sometimes brutal. The struggle can be overwhelming and can take a toll on our health. Throughout the struggle, we have to remember our goals. If getting somewhere or acheiving soemthing was easy, we would have nothing to strive for, as everything would be handed to us.…read more
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kosmic_kachina2469 submitted a contest entry to
If you could send one message you learned about life to every person in the world, what would it be? 10 months, 1 weeks ago
Beautiful Dichotomy
Life is beautiful and ugly
Life is loud and quiet
Life is light and dark
Life is sad and funny
Life is long and short
Life is exciting and boring
Life is lonely and congregated
Life is here and then it’s goneIn the blink of an eye life will turn and show you the dichotomy that surrounds us every moment
Never be complacent in this world and appreciate the NOW because that is all we really have
There is always an outcome… unpredictable. The constant is knowing it will either be positive or negative – this is the power of the universal energy
Be present always and understand the value of recognizing these possibilities
Never fear change as it will happen regardless
Focus on the space you inhabit right where you stand
Realizing your place is ever changing and malleable
The freedom of this
acceptance and no expectations is pricelessSo love this life and those you meet along the way
They too are learning the lessons
If we pay attention we are each the teacher and the student
We each have so much to offer and so much to gain
So much to lose in failing to see this in everyone walking their own path
Always be kind ❤️
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Tracy, what a stunning perspective. I love the line “Never fear change as it will happen regardless.” The future may be scary at times, but look back at yourself. You were scared of who you would become today, but you did it. Look at everything you have achieved along the way; you did it!! Celebrate the little things, no matter how…read more
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Tracy Pickell responded to a letter in topic Write a letter or poem to yourself about what you love about this chapter of your life 11 months, 2 weeks ago
I really appreciate your feedback so much! Throughout my life I have always been this way. It wasn’t until I saw the movie collateral beauty that I could give this an actual name. I watched this movie quite a bit, and I learned something new every time. But the lesson it teaches about collateral beauty is something I tried to convey to anyone I sit down and talk with.
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kosmic_kachina2469 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter or poem to or about a loved one who passed away and share how they inspire you 12 months ago
Never Settle
YOU taught me this…
I believe the most important things you taught me in life – through your words, your knowledge, your kindness, your example, your love – are here for me in your death. And I also believe what you felt I taught you in our short time together sustained you in life. Now is the time I understand completely just what we were doing together.
The things I have learned in the last two years seems like a lifetimes worth. I see things so differently now. It’s strange just how different I am; in my soul.
I see myself through YOUR eyes. I always saw myself through my own distorted view. While I may have had confidence when you met me it was never a true sense of worth. It is truly an amazing fortune to know what unconditional feels like. I know now exactly who I am and I am not afraid to be myself. I liked me before, but you loved me – in all my goodness and my flaws. I never had to question your feelings for me and you showed me that is a real and possible thing in this life. You are not here but this sustains me.
”You’re not picky. You just know what you want” – there is a very huge difference and it matters. I hear these words all the time now. I say them to the people that are most important to me. When you know you have value you will NEVER settle. In my life now, those I meet and actually want to become friends with, will have the qualities I want and need in my life. There is ZERO time to waste on anything less. You are not here but this sustains me.
You taught me to let go, and I have. I let go of the fear; the fear there is no where to go from here. You told me I was a beautiful, strong, independent woman – all the time. I know ALL the girls in your life heard these same words – YOU built the confidence to help me find my way ahead. You are not here but this sustains me.
The constant battle to control my mind and heart is part of an exhausting emotional war for my soul. On some days I win the battle, take back control, my mind speaks and my soul can breath. Other days I lose and my heart finds its footing, my soul takes its dying breath…I slowly find my way to sleep – albeit troubled and restless – so I can find the strength to fight again tomorrow. The war I wage is to fit my heart, mind, and soul into a reality not of my choosing. But I will remember ALL the things you taught me in our life together and will find my path. You are not here but this sustains me.
I will NEVER settle – you wanted nothing less than this for my life.
You are not here but THIS sustains me…

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Tracy, it is beautiful that you felt the kind of unconditional love that builds us up instead of making us question our worth. I am sorry that you only had this love for a short time, but it seems like it was enough to sustain you for the rest of your life. Thank you for sharing your experience.
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Tracy Pickell responded to a letter in topic Write a poem or letter to the world about an experience that changed you or your life for the better 1 years ago
The most incredible people to ever enter my life were those I sat with, in random situations, and had the most pivotal and life-changing conversations with. The actual question was only literally asked a couple times but the others were sit down conversations that simply happened. Some have stayed, most have not, but all made a lasting mark in my soul.
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kosmic_kachina2469 submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter or poem to yourself about what you love about this chapter of your life 1 years, 2 months ago
Fortune
Fortune
Every day I try my best best to acknowledge and appreciate the good fortune in my life. Even if it is only once throughout the day, I want to always be thankful for the good things that surround me.
This chapter of my life is another wonderfully etched mile-marker of love and light. I wish to share the idea of collateral beauty. It is so pivotal in my life I feel it is important to help others try to see it.
Life is not always good and giving and beautiful. However, in times where it is harder to see these things, I do my best to notice everything going on around me. When I do this, I find the collateral beauty. I find the lesson. I find positive no matter how small a sliver it may be. I assure you it IS there.
Sometimes what troubles us is so overwhelming. We do not even think to take time and find what ever it is we are meant to learn. For me, every experience is a learning opportunity. It is very often I find the collateral beauty in the lesson.
The lesson for me is often about letting go, no regrets and no expectations. I do not regret the past, and I do not expect the future. I do my best to live now. This very moment I occupy the space I am in. This very moment where I am putting this down in words. Everything that has transpired in my life has brought me to this moment. I am grateful.
I will do my best to continue acknowledging and appreciating the good fortune that is my life ❤️
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Gratitude is so closely connected to happiness and lower anxiety levels. I love this idea of collateral beauty and always find something to be grateful for no matter how rough the situation. That is a powerful way to go through life and ensure you get the most happiness out of life. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and thank you for being part of…read more
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I really appreciate your feedback so much! Throughout my life I have always been this way. It wasn’t until I saw the movie collateral beauty that I could give this an actual name. I watched this movie quite a bit, and I learned something new every time. But the lesson it teaches about collateral beauty is something I tried to convey to anyone I s…read more
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kosmic_kachina2469 submitted a contest entry to
Write a poem or letter to the world about an experience that changed you or your life for the better 1 years, 2 months ago
Can I Sit Here With You?
Can I sit here with you?
Changed my life
Made me better for the knowing
Can I sit here with you?
By far, one of the most important questions I will have ever askedI would not change a single thing
Each single thing brought me to here
Sitting in this chair at your table
Having the most comfortable talkEveryone enters for a reason
A few stay for a time
Most leave…they have their reason
Regardless I remain true to the feeling…the memoryPlease stay
Until you can no longer
I will be here
Always askingCan I sit here with you?
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Tracy, who were you sitting with? How did they change you? Is this more a metaphor for the magic of constantly meeting and learning from new people? Thank you for sharing and thank you for being part of The Unsealed family. <3 Lauren
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The most incredible people to ever enter my life were those I sat with, in random situations, and had the most pivotal and life-changing conversations with. The actual question was only literally asked a couple times but the others were sit down conversations that simply happened. Some have stayed, most have not, but all made a lasting mark in my soul.
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