-
jordantaylorbradford submitted a contest entry to Write a letter to your ideal self 6 months, 2 weeks ago
Dear Jordan Taylor Bradford
Dear Jordan Taylor Bradford,
I have always wanted to be unapologetically myself
And I would say I was,
Yet I would find myself apologizing for existingApologizing and resisting
Doing what I truly wanted
What my heart of hearts yearned forI want to be famous, and myself
You are a household name
I want to be like you,
I want everything I have to be earned
To put all the years of school
and life lessons I learnedTo positive use
to make a legendary impact
to inspire future and former generations alike
to follow their dreams
and keep their heart intactDropping out of grad school
wasn’t a waste.
While it drained my finances,
it makes me who I am today:
someone whose heart dances
with joy and delight, rage and depression alikeExcitement, obsession, and envy despite
Being so magnificently me
So powerful on my own
Even more so when I’m not aloneI am beautiful and strong –
Words I vehemently denied for so longI want to be ethereal like you
So delicate and seemingly too light to be trueI am well on my way
to becoming Myself today
I eat for energy and happiness
which is a long way
from the darkest depths of my eating disorders
That I am overcoming each dayI indulge in
the meditative and physical aspects of yoga
as privileges, rather than
“must-do tasks”Because it is an honour
that I get to ask
My body to take a breath,
take a breakI am *mostly*
no longer someone I hate
I am like you,
I am whole and realWhen I feel my feelings,
I mean I really FEELand that makes my heart happy
Along my journey to healLove,
JorVoting is closed
Subscribe  or  log in to reply
Aww Jordan! You are whole. You are so strong. And your soul is beautiful. Never apologize for yourself. Degrees are great, but there are always other ways to reach your goal. And the more you let yourself feel, the more you will be inspired. Thank you for sharing and thank you for being part of The Unsealed family. <3 Lauren
Subscribe  or  log in to reply