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amswriteronfire submitted a contest entry to Write a letter or poem to your Body 9 months, 3 weeks ago
House of Shame
Dear Body,
For years you protected me
Shielded me from the truth
that our twelve your old brain
couldn’t comprehendFor years you stored the memories
of callused hands clamped over our mouth
Hot breath in our ears
The grip of a grown man’s hands on our
Twelve-year-old wristsHe forced you to become
a House of Shame and Secrecy
No one will believe you
You deserved this
For years,
Even I didn’t believe youAnd so we spiraled
So full of words
No space for food
We withered away
Made lines on our wrists
To bleed out the diseased
Not even realizing
The secrecy was the diseaseSo we stopped swallowing words
Learned to speak our truth
Whispered the words
To family
Teachers
Mentors
Surrendered them to the police
Gently placing the truth
In their open hands
Wondering – will they believe me?
And they did
And the district attorney did
And the grand jury did
And at the age of thirty-two
We commanded our truth
Owned it and accepted it
And the jury saidGuilty.
The jury said guilty
The jury said guiltyAnd the jury said
Guilty
Twelve timesTwelve times
For twelve yearsDear Body,
You are no longer a house of shame
You are no longer a sack of bones
You are not a vessel of abuse
A tool for traumaYou are alive
You are a survivorWe’ve been through hell
Separated by our truth
But now we heal as oneLove,
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Anna I am literally in tears reading this. You are a hero! I am so very sorry for what happened to you but look at you now. You are a HERO! You are so right that secrecy is a disease. I trademarked the phrase Turn Your Secrets into Superpowers for The Unsealed. You truly embody that sentiment. Thank you for your strength. Thank you for your courage. You have no idea how many people you can, have, and will impact in your life. Thanks for being part of our community and sharing your heart and our power with us! <3 Lauren
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