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devananda submitted a contest entry to Write a letter or poem to your Body 10 months, 1 weeks ago
Empty Stomach: When Food No Longer Soothes the Soul
How good it feels
To feel you
To be acquainted
To knowAfter all the years
Of stuffing, binging, mindlessly
Eating to fill the voidOne that wasn’t yours
Misplaced by mere inches
A calling uncomfortableDifferent than yours
But so foreign to understand
No patience to learnUntil one day
The void is still lingering
Still cataclysmic
And the belly is full beyond recognitionThen the journey begins
Inward, downward
Exploration of emotions
Contemplations of beliefsA realization it wasn’t your voice
Your call to be fulfilled
Your request to be knownRooting up and out
Digging deep into
The garden of the heatTo reveal the pain
The judgements
The misguided loveThat was so graciously covered,
Buried, tempered down
With copious amounts of foodThe unearthing isn’t pleasant
It smells of rot & distant memories
It tastes of acid & forgotten truths
It feels unyielding & unending
Regardless of the discoveries
Our tracks are well worn habits
And the pursuit of healthy
Drives new uncomfortable
Ways of beingThat sometimes receive that
Old poisonous medicine
Of food to quiet the symptomsSlowly it changes
More quickly the distinction is made
With new knowledge & insight
There is hope
And there has been & certainly is
ProgressNow the option for partnership
A radical dedication to self-love
Requirement for the healthiest
In order to do the work, serve
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Devananda, So many people use their relationship with food to bury their emotions. I am glad you were able to recognize that and begin to heal and love yourself. Thank you for sharing and thank you for being part of our unsealed family. <3 Lauren
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Thank you for this space to explore these beautiful stories from all the contributors of our humanity. I see myself in so many of them and feel seen by having the opportunity to contribute!
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