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  • divine submitted a contest entry to Group logo of Write about a time you didn’t give upWrite about a time you didn’t give up 1 months, 3 weeks ago

    Forever

    Daddy am I still your heart do I still deserve the world in a purple little raven box.? You are my super man and i’ll never let you go
    you wear that cape with grace and i’m begging you to pull through
    Daddy please i need you
    I love you
    Don’t check out on me
    hold me PLEASE HOLD ME like you did at tata funeral though my heart bled out for the lost of my big sister you would never know how safe I felt in your arms I hope you know that I’ll never search to find that type of security in some young man arms who could never love me as much as you do who could never fill your shoes or ever claim the part of my heart that belongs to you
    yet I hope
    No, daddy I pray
    My future daughters father is fortunate enough hold his baby girls heart like you!
    My daddy
    Strong ! light! love !
    My daddy the one
    The fighter , provided, whenever I need him my daddy man of his word my daddy a warrior, don’t fold his grief deep but his smile never go
    His love unconditional So many baby girl i’m proud of you so many baby girl I love you ain’t no question in my mind how much my daddy gone step for me so many conversations and congratulations on repeat so much respect given even in a argument my daddy never left me so I am insuring this pain hopeful but knowing he bred me in the field and he ain’t never fold so why would I act like I don’t know that a brain injury is small shit to a giant and even though he said he tired his love goes beyond this situation
    I know whatever the outcome it’s with strength so I won’t let him suffer
    I won’t be selfish
    I’m grateful our conversations end with I love you my daddy gone pull through I speak peace over my daddy life
    He hold his family down
    My rock
    The warrior who always shower me with safety,security reminding me that no matter what it’s okay ! his wife would say I’ll pull a plug on a man that never gave up? No! I ain’t gone let my daddy suffer though!
    I need my rock
    I need your protection and advice when life is life Yet I know my daddy did his part and that’s why I’m suffocating at any moments of him not being here to tell me how much he love me for him to pull up! My daddy The one
    Man of his word forever
    My daddy solid unbreakable, unconditional, unexplainable always coming through for us and it’s never goodbye it’s always see you later I be looking at life beating my chest until the day that I die because he ain’t dead no matter what the doctors say or that heart rate the brain is a complicated thing and again
    He not gone suffer because he made me promise that when it’s the end ..
    He still lives Forever
    Fuck grief
    I ain’t mourning
    I’m scared of having to keep a promise I ain’t ready for !
    My father that one and time will tell he will make the decision in the end that’s the type of man he is
    I pray to the god within to the god in me to the god in him
    I pray to his spirit to know that I’m strong like him
    My grandmother raised him solid and just like he always had his momma Im gone always have my father. His best interest at heart! He a fighter and he the type of man that will die on his feet not on his knees or laid up in hospital bed against his will I speak peace over my daddy life
    Not agony
    Not grief
    Not death or stress
    Peace over my daddy life forever
    Road to recovery or road to transformation he know his baby girl bred like him
    I’m gone hold my head to the sky even when I feel weak
    I won’t drown my sorrows in alcohol I need a clear head while dealing with this
    My daddy the one, unbeatable , man of his word loving his kids beyond flesh and bones!
    No I ain’t pulling no plug but I’m gone let him decide if he ready to go.
    In the end I’m here! Here to tell him I’m hurt but ready for whatever battle that may come and he ain’t got to suffer for me or worry about me
    I’m gone be alright !
    My daddy the one….Forever
    Man of his word coming through for me to the end of time! Forever
    They say life is short but I’m not attached to this world my daddy said celebrate him keep moving chin up chest out
    I speak peace over my dad life
    I’m gone breakdown from time to time
    Yet I’m gone channel him every chance I get I speak peace, gratitude, respect, understanding and abundance over my daddy life!
    In this time of strife
    I keep my head held high
    I smile like he did
    I cry like he did …
    I keep solid like he is ! Forever

    Divine Raynell

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    • This is such a sweet piece. It’s really wonderful to know people have such wonderful relationships with their families, and I’m glad you shared your story with us! I especially love the ending of your story, the last four lines really wrapped this piece up very nicely 🙂 Thank you for sharing!

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