lorinda's Letters
New years are meant for starting over
Beginning clean and new
Unless you’re of the queer persuasion
And your government’s against you
Then blossoming becomes a struggle
As you strain simply to bloom,
Crushed under heels of persecution
Swept under rug by bigoted broom
The seeds we sow in ‘25
Require roots down deep, robust
If we’re to thrive…read more
If I Warned Me
If I warn of heartbreak
What risks will I take?
If I warn of vulnerability,
I’ll then conceal what others see.
If I warn of uncertainty,
Will I, too timid, ever be?
I’ll choose to live in mystery
Betwixt the fiery sparks that flee
In the rhythm of life’s spontaneity
Sans warnings from the likes of me
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Your perky aroma pops me out of bed
Preventing stabby headaches in my head
I get to work each day on time
Before the late bell dares to chime
And with your spunky caffeine kick
I rarely, if ever, call in sick
On days my nerves are worn and frail
You’re there to comfort without fail
Hot, roasted beans all warm and toasty
Reminding me I love y…read more
Dear Fear,
You creep in shadows, whispering low, a voice warning me not to show the love I hold, the truth I bear, instead to seek healing in God’s prayer.
You paint the world in black and white, warning me to hide and not to fight. You say the way I love’s not right. That I’m standing in darkness instead of light.
But Fear, I see your twist…read more
In the year of nineteen-twenty-four
My grandma Lorraine was born
Forty-seven years more
I entered the world one morn
My mom being close to her mother
Chose my name in honor of their bond
I cherish and would choose no other
For of my name, I’m especially fond
In January of two-thousand-nine
When grandma exhaled her last breath
I held her tender h…read more
Silence is golden when we speak of a breeze
Flowing peacefully, lightly with the greatest of ease
Silence is golden when we speak of trees
Stoic, majestic, free as they please
Silence is golden when we speak when we’re told
And learn to be quiet and not too bold
Silence is golden when we speak of love
Specifically ordained by God a…read more
Born above ground mid-morning in sunlight too bright for my eyes,
I cower inside my mother’s embrace.
She assures me I too will one day grow, one day glow.
But as I ripen, my branches reach in the wrong direction.
My feet dig into the earth.
I feel the tangle of roots creep up my calves tightening, tugging, pulling.
One toe, two, my entire f…read more
“Mom. Mom. MOM!” Dawson yelled.
Why did he insist on calling me from upstairs? Was I the only one with legs in this house? I started up the staircase, muttering as I climbed. I reached the top and found Dawson sitting on his bed meticulously inspecting a sweatshirt in his hands.
“What do you want?” He looked up, clearly as annoyed as I was tho…read more
You wish to be small
Slight and petite
Not round like a ball
Atop two chubby feet
You want to fit in
With those in your school
To be popular, thin
Not solely uncool
Why can’t you be skinny
Like others your grade
Dress in skirts mini-
Not big and homemade
But hold it, I say
To big little you
Soon comes the day
Adolescence is through
At age t…read more