I’m sorry if I embarrass you

Because I’m not like other dads

This thought often makes me sad

So I write to shake the blues

Shame and guilt have haunted me

As I’ve watched you learn and grow

And someday I hope you know

That you’re all I want to be

But I had to make a choice

Though it may never seem that way

To reveal my self one day

And to speak with my true voice

And I hope you find yours too

As you’ll need a voice in life

To defend yourself from strife

And to yourself stay true

Just remember that my heart

Will never fade or falter

I will always be your father

And my love shall not depart

So now I say goodbye

Holding memories so close

Being more than just a ghost

As I yearn to for your reply

Love,

Dad