To the version of me that exists somewhere in the future, to my ideal self, I see you.
Thank you for shining love in the dark places. Thank you for doing what you came here to do. Thank you for persevering through flames, burned yet still risen to be in a place that this message can reach you. Thank you for trusting yourself and the gifts you’ve been given.
Thank you for being focused on your mission.
When I close my eyes and tune into you, the frequency ripples and emanates through collapse and creation.
Echoes of me through time and space.
Echoes of us.
I see you in the future, beautiful, happy and living a life without fear. Dreaming awake now. You’re doing exactly what we always said we would. You are embodied, fully expressed in our vessel. I recognize you as an extension of eternity – love, in physical form.
Knowing that we are the very essence of the force that creates worlds.
I see all of us, Lauryn.
I see you there in the future but I also see us when we are a child. You are holding her and she is holding you. She is so little.
I see it as a multitude of spirits of myself at different moments and times in my life. The spiral capturing every record of our human experience.
I see it expanding to and from through the womb of our mother until our death when we return back to her. All versions of me, of us, expanding to both sides of the universe.
It’s light on both sides.
On both ends that are not ends.
Just points of conception.
Both the end and beginning is the source of creation.
Thank you for walking the planet with so much honor in your bones.
You know.. I was sitting outside today.
I was feeling a lot of emotions moving through me. I felt very tender today. My tears were flowing at the same speed the blood was traveling through the veins of my body. Both rivers were pulsing. Rapidly. Alive.
I was in deep prayer for the change this world will know soon.
The beautiful world our hearts know we are capable of creating if only we remembered who we are creating for.
I held my heart and closed my eyes softly asking the universe what to do and then there was a movement of wind in the same moment I surrendered to it. I could hear the response in the subtle hum,
“Listen to her power. Listen to her love.”
And so I rested my ear on the ground and listened.
I waited.
My pulse was beating with so much strength.
I listened
to a sacred drumming.
All I could hear was my heart.
And so I listened again.
I was hearing the sound of my own heartbeat in the Earth.

And then I finally realized what it all meant.

Thank you for changing the world one moment of silence at a time.
Thank you for changing the world one moment of pure sound at a time.
Thank you for following your heart.
Thank you for remembering why you came here, living it and remembering who it’s all for.
I send you blessings from the past.
I am only a listen away. I love you.