-Write a poem or letter about your favorite Quote-

“God made you leave, because he heard the conversations you didn’t – Hidden Blessing”

I love this quote because I myself have dealt with a lot of slander, lies and backdoor gossip that road my back like a thief in the night. Whether it was because of my strong beliefs, being the seer that I am. Or perhaps because of my abrupt dissociation at times from the evasive , corrupt, toxic individuals who had a more than obvious hidden motive due to probing questions driven by a false narrative with smirkish accusations that were mere disillusioned projections from a systematic grouping of a “Jekyll and Hyde sack of offspring” . I call them The Slitheran. The smell of a Slitheran is as pungent as a raw piece of Mackerel on a 90 degree day ( metaphorically). Though through all these key moments in time, they never knew that i could see through there façade at those moments in time.
The only difference between me and those people was that when i wore a smile it was genuine, even when i was face to face with the masked marauders. I had to alter my frequency, moving through like opposing magnetics as we danced in life’s ballroom like a midnight masquerade filled with toasting hands of wine and champagne. Or… simply, because without notice, I would chose to walk away from them without warning of a word , exiling them from my orbital field of an imagined chasm. Those actions erupted skewed frustrations that they were threatened by. Energetically i could feel the wind of a quiet rage within them by my decision to do so, all because i drew a line upon the ground that combusted into a flame as i set a FIRM boundary for them to stay away, which again, was something they clearly were not used too.
I was always so forgiving and so attentive to the needs and wants of others to where i self sacrificed my own desires and needs , thus embarking on a long drawn out journey of major disrespect to myself. Before awakening to all of this i absolutely had no clue of what I unconsciously had engulfed upon. A loop hole of cyclical patterning that i blindly spiraled into through a mirrored trans of despair. Its like stargazing above and seeing gridlines forming into the galaxy of awareness , or perhaps its like starring at the evidence board with red string and pictures twined together on a crazy wall map, “maybe it a mesh up of all of that” At least now i can laugh at the thought of these things with a marveling awe, it sounds inhumane but i cannot unsee the things I saw. Because Again, these were the clues and superstitions that helped me to unlock my own intricate blueprint of existence and why i came here to earth.
And everytime i get away from the perverse body jumping energy harvesting beings, i am able to see clearly. Realizing It was not my energy, which meant it was not my thoughts, it was not my behavior, it was not my pain, it was not my anger. Though i did share the remnants from being so deeply enmeshed with them all because we all had one thing in common and it was the same childhood trauma we shared being victims to sexual abuse. “ Typically one grows up to either become a further victim attracting abusers , or they become an abusive perpetrator seeking out victims to dominate just like the childhood monster did to them.” That twitch of an action gets stuck into the sacral , and embeds into the reptilian fluid of the cortex that runs up and down the spine of the sacrum. Thus, causing all kinds of blocks through the meridians and energy centers of the body, even forgotten birth trauma can cause the same effect. Remember “ Water hold memory, and we hold sacred waters within our temples that flow electrically , though our minds are not equipped to see.”
Over time my eyes became opened to the people surrounding me, not only did a multitude of masks fall but so did mine and the fragmented world that i somehow thought was real, rose forth; like a corpse emerging from beneath a once still river, after a supernatural catastrophe. sadness, anger, betrayal, delusion, emptiness and a host of many more feelings exploded internally that spilled out into a cry of a horrid agony, though i sat in silence as a – mute -spaced out into another dimension in another time. An awakening of supposed enlightenment turned in to a quake of unfortunate truths that were in fact intended to be carried to the graves with others, But by the grace of God ( As i smile) it all came to light in the knick of time. I manifested a snag in the matrix , just enough to jump through and start a new timeline that involved a collision with the lords of darkness because i declared JUSTICE over my life in the face of the enemy. It all helped me become a strong force, like a pillar extending into the ethers.
“They even deemed me crazy and lied to the system when I spoke my truth.”
“ From the middle aged means girls to the group of closet sexual men who were misogynistic to the might of an emerging divine feminine. There were even moments I had mirrored the great storylines of characters in the Bible like those of Yeshua, Joseph and Job, from the numerous encounters with judases, betrayals in the bloodline due to envy and jealousy, to being stripped of everything to maximize my faith when all things fell apart regardless, it showed me i still had HEART. The super power was to still love, to still care, to still want to nurture and sometimes protect even in the spirit as a guardian being a watcher of others including thyself.”
“All of these twisted strange happenings were exposed by the love of the Great Spirit- IN the Spirit , In the dream state , and through the visions with face to face encounters all because God seen and heard all the conversations I Didn’t. All that was hidden became illuminated and that was a blessing, i just needed to be alone long enough to look up and listen!” Even if the intent was to harm and hurt me, It saved me so that I could save others because im im still here and not afraid to write this being a witness. The Most High SAW IT ALL, and because of my integrity i too have the sight to see it too. Regardless of what happens, my strength will guide me through because I Will Expose The Truth , including mines too.”