My brain is a pain
And it always feels like rain
With nothing gained
When the answer was lain
And supposedly plain.

Everyone said, “Wait and see,
Get your degree,
And you’ll be pleased with
Where you’re meant to be.”

But that got fucked up quick.
The loss was swift,
My family’s house went tits up.
Cause the world is sick.

So now I have to make my own way.
I just have to take it day by day.
And though I feel like I accomplished nothing,
It was the decision and intention that led to something
Better than what I had before.
When all I had was behind closed doors.

I’m still fucked up, but now I’ve got
My person and his family who likes me a lot.

So I don’t think I’m fully where I’m meant to be,
And prices are now rising just because,
But it’s better than where I was.

I saw a dog today,
So the sky is not as gray
And my favorite show took four years to debut
So maybe that means that I’m still growing, too.