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nyshacamilo submitted a contest entry to What are your goals for the new year? 4 months, 1 weeks ago
My Best Me
And like that 2023 is over, this year flew by
But isn’t that what we say every year when the end is near?
Still though time does seem to speed up annually
Does that come with age?
I’m only 23, a 2000’s baby is what I be
Last year I finally learned to love me
That along with a lot of other things
Habits are hard to change especially when taught young
Negative habits were all I knew
Being toxic unconsciously, wanting control over everything, vices to “keep” the pain awaySmoking, drinking, eating, sexing
All fake distractions that in the end, made me worse
Trust issues
But I called it individuality
The inability to listen, being stubborn and hardheaded
2024 I realize, accept, and input the facts that help me grow
It’s okay to listen, be silent, intake, and think
Not everyone is out to hurt meBalance and confidence are needed to not take everything personally
Are you a reflection or a lesson?
I go to my therapist for a session
I need to release and let go
So that way I wont feel so low2024 is where I meet sober me and face everything inside
The world is proving what’s in the dark must always come to light
But I, by myself choose whether I win that fight
To face and to conquer
Or to ignore and ignore and ignore until I blow upPhysically I must strengthen myself
When I do something I don’t want to do that strengthens my mind
When I strengthen my mind I have the ability to do anything I want
So I wake up early, work out, no eating until noon
At 7 I stop eating, meditate and give thanks to the moon
The moon illuminates my battlesBattles that no one can fight for me
I, by myself must choose my destiny
And I choose to first change my melody
From darkness to light
From anger to forgiveness
From sadness to happiness
From negativity to positivity
From irritability to patience
From assuming to asking
From quiet to loud, confidently and unapologeticallyFrom changing my melody I attract what is meant for me
From changing my melody I can accept and maintain all that is for me2024 is my year of love, light, success and peace
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Nysha, WOW! I love how you ended this piece: “2024 is my year of love, light, success and peace
2024 is the year meant for my best me”
It sounds like you are really facing anything and everything that hurts you or holds you back and tackling it head-on. That takes A LOT of strength and courage. You should be so proud of yourself. I am proud of you. Thank you for sharing. And thank you for being part of The Unsealed family. <3 Lauren
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I appreciate that a lot. I really am doing everything in my power to face everything so then I can be better then my past. Thank you for seeing me.
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