I eat till I’m full
That’s not true
I eat till I’m half full
Wait that’s not right either
I take a couple bites
There that’s the truth
I eat for myself
No…
I eat to please others
I willingly eat
Actually I force the food down my throat into my unwilling stomach
You’re fat
You’re fat
You. Are. Fat.
I fall into spells of confusion and d…read more

It’s hard to think that just 5 years ago my mom ended her own life. Through years of battling addiction and struggling with mental health she could no longer take the pain of grasping another breath. It’s hard to look back with love when all I want to do is hate her. Pain, she caused me nothing but pain in her last years and those seem to be the…read more