People texting me, and they’re checking in
But I don’t have much to say,
And honestly I wish that I did.
Little comes to mind,
Except for how tragic it all is.
There’s a pit within me,
This deep sadness.
I struggle to acknowledge the reality,
The permanence and finality of it all.
There is a void in the world,
The one that you fille…read more

How do I say it’s a struggle?
Without feeling like a victim seeking attention?
I know that I am blessed but it doesn’t make me feel less stressed..
Every night is an attempt to process the truth..
The permanence,
Of death.
Your death.

I remember the last time I saw you too.
Your complexion is something I can never forget.
I never saw cold unt…read more

What am I thankful for?
I’m thankful for those who stuck around,
When I secretly lost my battle
And I got my second chance,
And they were still there..

Thankful for the ones who stood firm,
When my love lost their battle,
Without the second chance
And I’m thankful for the ones
Who knew to just be there,
When words couldn’t bring comfo…read more