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  • I Tore My Soul Out Today

    I tore my soul out today
    I could see no other way
    Teaching was the goal I had
    Since I was a little lad
    Helping others to achieve
    Was my purpose, I believe
    But then ideology
    Frustrated pedagogy
    The choice for me became clear-
    My kind was not wanted here
    Thus I chose to walk away
    And tore out my soul today

    I tore my soul out today
    I could see no other way
    Students deserve honesty
    Teachers with integrity
    Discussing our history
    Told to lie so they won’t see
    The truth about prior pain
    So the abuse can remain
    With the truth play loose and fast
    So we can repeat the past
    Thus I chose to walk away
    And tore out my soul today

    I tore my soul out today
    I could see no other way
    Politicians monger fear
    Demonize for all to hear
    Students who don’t fit their mold
    “So call them out” I am told
    Put them at risk of abuse
    Parents, peers, teachers, a noose
    Pretend that they don’t exist
    Convince them they won’t be missed
    Thus I chose to walk away
    And tore out my soul today

    I tore my soul out today
    I could see no other way
    If truth you wish to discern
    Science is the way to learn
    Enabling discovery
    Dodge cognitive fallacy
    Contradict what they hold true
    Though they be wrong, they can sue
    You will soon be out the door
    And able to teach no more
    Thus I chose to walk away
    And tore out my soul today

    I tore my soul out today
    I could see no other way
    Ten Commandments on the walls
    Bible verses in the halls
    Bow your head, it’s time to pray
    Everyone in the same way
    You’re entitled to your beliefs
    Public schools aren’t your fiefs
    Teach them to your own children
    And not someone else’s kin
    Thus I chose to walk away
    And tore out my soul today

    I tore my soul out today
    I could see no other way
    Underfunded; called disgrace
    Education’s aim efface
    Keep them stupid and oppressed
    They ban the books they detest
    Analyze and synthesize
    And you can see through the lies
    Education is the key
    To upward mobility
    But I had to walk away
    And tore my soul out today

    Michael Dean

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    • Michael, I am an educator and I feel what you wrote in my soul. I haven’t walked away, but I understand those that do. As teachers, all we want is to help our students learn and grow, but what and how we teach seems to be dictated by people that haven’t stepped foot in a classroom. I’m sure you were a phenomenal teacher, and I am saddened that you…read more

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    • As a fellow teacher, I feel your struggle here. Love how you phrased leaving the profession as “tearing out your soul.” I completely understand the decision as there’s not much room left for soul in the “business” of education these days. I hope you find that that soul within you is indestructible and there’s a new home awaiting it out there.…read more

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