When they don’t answer, that is an answer.
When they don’t stay with you riding the pain, they never were you ride or die.
When they don’t choose to spend time with you, why spend your time waiting.
When they don’t look for you and ask if you are okay, if you got home, they don’t care.
When they don’t say I love you, they never did.
When you a…read more

I wanted to tell someone but I couldn’t .
A child in her quiet bed with the hand across her mouth.
Trying to scream, to run, only to find myself bound by the fear of being heard.
Blame
Blaming myself for all that I couldn’t change.
Blaming and banging my fists against a chest begging to stop. But no-one hears me.
Not a single soul.
Ti…read more

Mmm…. Lovely orange blossoms my favorite. I would like to lie between the orange trees and soak their sweet scent.
To be taken by the wind as I stare at the lovely blue sky and believe clouds could really be animals and other silly things.
Taking in the sun and its rays feeling the heat kiss my face.
I smile and dream lovely dreams of days past…read more

At the end I suppose.
I came home and walked to my medicine drawer to grab the medication
I usually drink nightly. I take the bottle and take one. I then decide to take all the bottle. I let some fall in, then all.
I am not sure if I came in knowing I wanted to or already had a plan
I head inside the closet and I texted the ones I loved and…read more

I want to be…

The sun in someones sky
The air that fills lungs and makes them alive
The blood that fills veins
The thoughts that invade at every moment
The sweet fragrance of a flower
The tasty meal after hunger

I want to be…

The Moon in someones night
The apple of ones eye
The caress on someones face
The soft kiss on ones neck
The hand…read more