I asked myself, is this real?
this day is truly coming true.
the day where we both step on the podium and look at each other in the eyes,
while we listen to someone else tell us that this is a forever bond,
is this truly happening?
are we truly becoming one?
April 29th two years ago was the first time we kissed,
and on the 29th of 2023, our first kiss took place again,
but now as a married couple,
as a husband and a wife,
how dreamful it was to see your teary eyes,
in a moment where time froze as we held hands and gave each other our vows,
how fulfilling I felt,
watching you place the ring on my finger while smiling as a tear drop came down of those beautiful brown eyes.
How loved I felt when you kissed my hand, and the butterflies in my stomach danced at the rhythm of the pulse in your hands that accelerated when I placed my love in your ring finger,
I will never forget that special moment where the pastor said you may now kiss your wife,
and you looked at me with awe, and excitement and I just knew that this moment of us would forever remain in my heart,
as the day that my best friend and I chose to continue our friendship and created a marriage that might not be perfect,
but it is worth being in for the rest of our lives.

I know you’re listening
I know you are there
I know that you’re hiding,
but I can see you in the reflection on my screen as I write this down,
as the tears fall down your cheeks.
This year was painful wasn’t it,
this year broke you didn’t it,
this year things got out of your hands, didn’t they?
You broke up with friends, with your sister, and with a mother who you wished have cared,
this year you healed,
not fully,
but you did what you could to an extent,
and now you ask yourself “what’s next, what is it that’s coming your way”,
2022 was a year of tribulations that proved that you can,
that you are capable of overcoming obstacles, and that you can keep pushing even when your legs really feel like they can’t,
2023, you got a lot to do in this year
you have to work on forgiveness
you have to work on loving yourself again,
2023, has to be the year that you accomplish at least one of your dreams,
the one you’ve always been afraid to commit to but the one that describes you best,
2023, has to be the year that your smile seems sincere,
and that your body feels in shape.
2023, will be the year that you accept yourself and you feel beautiful in your own skin.
2023 will be a huge year for you, don’t forget that sometimes you’ll feel sad and will want to cry
don’t forget that sometimes you will fall
and you’ll want to stay down,
don’t you forget that you are charming,
and no matter what,
you are the price,
And through it all you will be standing tall.
2023 will be a year full of blessings, and opportunities to be who you want to be,
2023 will be a year that will mark your heart
With abundance of love and success.
2023 girl,
There’s so much coming your way,
I can’t wait for this new year, I know you feel it too, I know you’re on the same page.