It’s exhausting. Over-explaining, then under-explaining because now I’m scared to open my mouth and talk about it. Always an argument, always a debate, always a back and forth. I’m tired of it. So many times I have to correct myself to stroke people’s egos that I am now trapped in my own mind. I belittle myself to make others feel big. I have…read more

I love Joy. It’s spontaneous, it’s new, it’s always unexpected, but it always feels so good.

I love Joy; it’s simple, not complicated; it doesn’t boast or brag; it’s just simply exhilarating.

I love Joy, the only time I don’t feel down. Joy feels like running through a field of flowers, being hugged for a very long time, and laughing so much…read more

Dear Anxiety,

You have made me feel scared for the last time. You have made me feel like I was incapable to achieve my goals and live out my dreams. You have made me feel as if no one around cared about me. Anxiety, you have sent me down paths I have not even gone yet. Taken me places I may never go. My imagination is reality with you around. I…read more

Stepped outside of my comfort zone
I tried something new
At first I was scared but happy it’s something new
I agree to a date, Not sure if I’m ready
It went so well I’m in love, Already?
A few years later we’re here again
we make some jokes
we play some games
we’re on a beach like we were on our first date
he asks if I’m ready
the sun has…read more

We’ve come so far I hope you’re proud. I finally am. I’m writing to say you can let me go. I wondered why I was so sad, angry, and mad all the time. I realized I was allowing you to keep my defenses up, from what we’ve been through. I know you’re protecting me but now I need to protect you. It’s time for me to return to my happy, child-like self,…read more