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  • Green

    Most people when they think of green they think of trees , grass , simple things. When I think of green I think of my whole life. My future wife. It’s hard to think of you in such simple ways, you’re vast. Even with your past you still find ways to laugh and smile I’d drag my bloody feet a thousand miles just to see you smile. I still can’t believe it. I used to think of green in simple ways but now I’ve parted ways. Because the thought of you is so deeply intertwined in my mind it makes me go blind. I can’t see anything but you and that’ll forever be true. I’ll hold my breath until my face turns blue and pass out until I can once again be with you. You are not simple you are vast. Like the forest that forever lasts. You give me air in my lungs and I can finally breathe again. Maybe you are like a tree. Something so simple yet so vital to my being. I look into your eyes and I just can’t unbind. I want to get lost in your world , I can’t believe the universe gave me this girl. I used to not like the color green, but now I search for it in everything I do because the color green always reminds me of you.

    Aimeevc

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  • Old self

    Old self

    You’re so social they say. But little do they know my skin crawls and I feel like I’m going to ball every time I’m in front of you all. The panic and manic start to settle in , where do I even begin. I worry if I’m worthy or if they’ll all look at me and scurry. It all starts to get blurry and my mind starts to scatter like if everything I’ve accomplished never even mattered. My heart beats fast, and I can’t look past my old self I thought I laid on the shelf. But here she is, with all her might ready to fight. I’ve learned to fight back, despite the pain I feel of my old self, that was never healed which I’ve kept so
    concealed. She keeps me from going out and makes me miss out. Some say it’s all in my mind but I can’t seem to unbind, we’re the same person even if she was a different version. Some times I win and some times I lose, either way, my old self always seems to loom.

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    • Aimee – This is so well said. Just breathe, and then take on your old self head-on. Figure out what’s hurting you from the past, address it, and then move on. You are worthy of peace, happiness, and joy. Free yourself from whatever you are holding on to or whatever is holding on to you. Thank you for sharing. <3 Lauren

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