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rickwrites submitted a contest entry to Write a letter about leaving your comfort zone 7 months, 3 weeks ago
Full moon in Aquarius
Standing at a crossroads and I find my bones feeling lazy,
a vision towards my future but the road is hazy,I always pour out to those who don’t realize that I’m giving them something sacred,
They let it spill over like the blood of the natives instead trying to save it.
So now I want to save myself, it was a happenstance of a chance , I told myself “let me go back for one more lap.”
I met a mystic whose mystique and music on the mountain drew me In, I felt like I was speaking to a feminine me,
she gave me.. a reading of tarot,
3 and 4 of swords, 8 of pentacles my heart was open but my mind still narrow.She offered an invitation, “come, join us in a circle for an incantation
Oh, and bring a sacred vessel,
It’s contents can help remove impurities from your blood vessels.”I found myself-
Surrounded by 7 goddesses, but I am not a god above them ,
In fact they welcomed this weary traveler so for that I love themmost were there because they wanted a change,
one was working through her social anxiety in the astral plane ,
one who was there, fulfilled her job as a mother, did you know a mothers love is like no otherIn fact I felt it everywhere it invited this brother –
to lay his head on her lap ,
It said “come my child let your soul rest and take a nap.”So as I drifted off between time and space,
I start to feel a tingle come upon my faceI felt my deep, rich, hot, blood being awoken ,
the spanish being spoken to the Spanish that left us broken.Only hoping that my great, great, grandmother with high cheek bones and looooonng, flowing, raven hair was there.
And she was.
She explained to me that all we ever did was fight , now she’s asking me to rest ,
based off the four of swords during my reading, I think I will.
I felt a chill,
as the wind decided to inspect our ceremony- the clouds said “here follow me,”
the moon looked bigger I closed my eyes and a cloaked figure ,
invited me on to a boat ,He “said do you want to see the future?
First you must see the fool and the fool is you.”
Using canabis to guide his canine to reveal the canines of the living shadow.
A monster, a myth, a mirror,
“come look inside my void and see yourself cleanerInspect your introspection ,ready front your reflection
Come, see that you’ve been so vulnerable.
Please give yourself some protection,and on top of that- give yourself some love,
give yourself some patience,
and listen to yourself as your wisdom is amazing.”I could hear this voice but was to afraid to face him, then I trusted myself and went to embrace him,
It was me, he was everything I’ve envisioned, now he’s the only person I look to when I make my decisions.
I said “you are so radiant, you’re exactly who I’m trying to be,”
he replied “good, you’re here finally but give yourself some time to be-
me, you, us, when I tell you something don’t second guess me, just trust . Ah ah ah, But no buts,
You’re here because you’re on the cusp of a new chapter,
to leave ink onto the first page you must first meet your master.”First the mirror distorted, then the glass broke,
some footsteps approached it was the figure in cloak.His presence was overpowering,
Emanating an energy at its zenith,If I was faced with this Goliath then I must be David,
it was time for me to slay this behemoth.But before I could unsheath my sword ,
I felt drawn to confront this chimera.There I stood staring into
the blackness waiting for my terrors
to actualize,
I tore down his hood to meet his actual eyes.It was me, again, looking even more divine than before.
He said “good, you passed the test because you don’t need to be afraid of yourself anymore!!!”
Then our guide brought us back to this plane,
I saw so much clarity to cut through that haze, this water sign now rolls with the waves as the moon beamed her rays, I give praise,
to this experience
as I’ve learned to shift my mind and my attitude ,
To live as my higher self, I will and I invite you, to always live with gratitude.
Thank you
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I love this piece. It’s so creative. I love how it unfolds and then at the end is a simple but powerful piece of wisdom. It’s like we leave our comfort zone and somehow through it, we find peace and wisdom. Thank you for sharing. Your writing is always such a beautiful piece of art. <3 Lauren
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Thank you for that, I have definitely seen that going out of my comfort zone only leads to growth. This entire story was all within my minds eye but the final piece is what really Stuck “stop being afraid of yourself”
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