Dear Life Inside of Me,
I know… I know…
I have to keep going 
This fight is for me
I must LIVE  
Yes it hurts 
Yes, I’m sad 
I know if I stop 
If I continue to stop 
I will continue to die 
So FEAR 
I’m calling you out 
You’ve hidden as my friend 
 behind the shadows 
You were killing me from within 
You tried to end my story 
introduced yourself as my protector 
I put myself at the mercy of your integrity
You created crisis after crisis 
Hamster wheel not stopping
then 
You took something from me 
Ground shaking, I couldn’t breathe 
Dying and fighting … dying and crying 
Darkness and death 
Here I am again? Howwwwwwww? 
Looking to the left 
Looking to the past 
This…. feels …..familiar …. 
Again… back here again ..
This makes no sense 
How..? What is it? 
Light …bulb…. FEAR 
Ahhhhhh
Goodbye you narcissist 
I will keep going 
I choose to live 
Forget my comfort 
Forget what was 
You kept me holding the past 
Afraid to LIVE
Long enough 
This feeling 
This feeling I’m feeling … 
It was you …
All along 
Not Rejection, Not Abandonment, Not Lack, YOU….
You’ve ruined enough for me 
ENOUGH….
Goodbye fear 
I will keep going 
You are no longer welcomed 
You die here 
And I 
I BEGAN HERE NOW AND FOREVERMORE …
BECAUSE I EXIST fear YOU ARE NO MORE!

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