• Cheyenne Jamerson shared a letter in the Group logo of Surviving AddictionSurviving Addiction group 7 months, 2 weeks ago

    The Crystal Ball

    What is it that you seek?
    What is it that you saw?
    You should never listen to my wicked crystal ball.
    What is it that you seek?
    What is it that you saw?
    You should never listen to my wicked Crystal Ball.
    Have you seen the crystal ball?
    Have you heard the souls scream trapped in her cloudy walls?
    Everything you love gone before it even happens,
    nothing left of your soul among the cold dark ashes.
    They say fools wish to be free,
    until they’re in a free fall…
    Fools gamble time and the ball she takes it all
    ‘Cause the crystal is a cheat,
    the crystal is a liar,
    The crystal is a frozen world of ice and of fire. To live in a lie the price is the truth,
    to be frozen in time the price is your youth. But you knew, it never tricked you,
    You let it seduce you, left scars on your skin-as if it ever needed you.
    Some always come crawling,
    some may escape her call.
    But you should never listen to my wicked Crystal Ball…
    What is it that you seek?
    What is it that you saw?
    You should never listen to my wicked crystal ball…
    You should never listen to my wicked crystal ball.

    A young boy sits in a wooden chair
    Gazing forward
    A ball of crystal perched before him
    Almost invisible
    It warps and clouds what lay behind it
    He knows there will be a price
    But he must try
    He wants to know,
    He has to know.
    He gazes into its prism chamber
    And it tells.
    When he lifts his head, his breath taken away
    The awe of the secrets told to him
    Fade
    When he sees his reflection
    He sees that he is no longer the same man
    But old, so old.
    The ball has told him what he wished to know
    But he had to pay the price of time
    He walks away, as many have before,
    Feeling cheated
    Feeling like it all went by so fast
    If he could only have another chance
    If he could only get that time back
    But he can’t
    Time is the only thing you have
    And the only thing you can never have
    It is yours, spent
    And the crystal ball will steal your time
    The crystal will steal your life.

    Cheyenne Jamerson

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    • Love this! I’m a recovering addicted also but, mine was opiates. Now I’m going on 7 years clean.

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    • This is really powerful and well-written. I feel like it’s a story that people could read and apply to their own lives in myriad ways as the crystal ball can represent so many different things – depending on the person and their story. Thank you for sharing! <3 Lauren

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