• Poem To Little Me

    Hey little girl
    How are you doing today?
    Did you have a good day at school?
    Did you go outside and play?

    I hope you had your time to escape
    From the anger and chaos within the walls
    Of the apartment on that second floor
    Where dingy carpet lines the eerily long halls

    You often weren’t aware of how bad it was
    Not in the younger years that is
    Because you watched all your friends in their own struggles
    You were more worried about her pain and his

    You were good at removing yourself from the suffering
    You were always able to see the good and humor in things
    Sometimes that humor could be looked at as dark
    But it helped get through the bitter words and stings

    You were so observant and smart
    Too grown up for your young age
    You could sense when things were off
    Even when they tried to keep you in your cage

    You knew that life wasn’t normal
    Even if it seemed better than others you saw
    You started your plans on how you would free yourself
    And looking back at your diligence, I admire in awe

    You got to work as soon as you could
    Working multiple jobs and saving away
    You knew the environment you grew up in
    Was not where you were destined to stay

    You planned and you prayed
    Staying both focused and hopeful
    You trusted your gut when others had doubt
    And along the way, you found someone very special

    A partner, a lover; someone who loved you for you
    You both fell so hard and so fast
    You knew deep in your heart, that he was the one
    And even at such a young age, you knew it would last

    You have always followed your intuition
    You listened to the knowing within your soul
    I am so proud and happy for you, sweet child
    For you both took on and released control

    You knew what was within your power
    You are the reason I am here today, happy and healing
    You did everything you could to build your ideal life
    One full of peaceful, lovely feelings

    You are so strong and resilient
    Even today, you reside within my heart and bones
    Together, we get to live our favorite lives
    And we get to create a happy, healthy home

    Thank you for your empathetic nature
    Thank you for your strength and determination
    Thank you for your playfulness and sensitivities
    Thank you for your love and admiration

    Thank you for your open mind
    Thank you for your appreciation of the little things
    Thank you for showing me the beautiful parts of life
    Thank you for showing me what trusting myself brings

    Jena

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    • Jena, I love how you thank your younger self for all her best parts. I can tell that you still have these qualities yourself. Through the struggles, you were able to find your happiness and love yourself. This is truly inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story!

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