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vermontpoetess submitted a contest entry to
Write a letter to your younger self about a. challenge you faced as a child but have since overcome 8 months, 1 weeks ago
It's Not Your Fault
It’s not your fault, in anger, that she screamed
whenever boredom tempted, “screw the rules”
but break the cycle— count to ten and breathe.Her parenting just followed grandma’s lead,
a single mom with seven in her brood.
It’s not your fault, in anger, that they screamed.For years, repressed emotions build up steam
and beg release with adolescent moods,
but break the cycle— count to ten and breathe.You raise a family, childhood unhealed,
without the aid of healthy guidance tools;
it’s not your fault, in anger, that you screamed.Time tempers; quenched with knowledge, habits yield,
are tested through your grandson’s ones and twos;
you’ll break the cycle— count to ten and breathe.On days so pure they dim your brightest dreams,
recall the short-fused tension of your youth—
it’s not your fault, in anger, that she screamed;
you broke the cycle so this boy can breathe.Voting is closed
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“You broke the cycle so this boy can breathe.” How beautiful!? It is not easy to set your pain aside and choose to be different from how you were shown/treated. It takes an incredibly strong and self-aware person. Your son is so lucky to have such a strong Mom. You are truly an inspiration, and as many people as possible should hear your story and voice. Thank you for sharing, and thank you for being part of The Unsealed. <3 Lauren
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Lauren, you’re right— it’s not easy to break cycles like this. I tried and didn’t succeed fully with my children, but they saw me trying and have finished what I started. Their children have not been exposed to that kind of behavior and I am now fully evolved myself. I watch my grandson and am a safe space for him. That makes all of the hard work worth it and I feel so blessed! ❤️
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