Dear Self,

I know you have felt alone and unbalanced over the years, as if abandoned. I understand for I am you.

You were never alone in the world; I was there every step of the way. I could not talk to you for I was afraid you would not understand what I was dealing with. You have endured so much over the years. I am truly sorry for the departure that took place within each of you. I hid from you. It was not fair for your growth and the maturity of life.

My first one caused you years of physical and mental pain. I know you’re the most scared of all. I know you don’t understand, and you were too young to understand. I forgive you and I love you with all my heart.

For your protection, I created a barrier around you overtime. It was not fair to you. Your isolation resulted. Protecting you from further harm was necessary. I understand now. I hope you can forgive me someday in your future. My love, you are never alone. There is another here to hold your hand and you are safe with her. It is me, the one who understands the pain and the hardships. If you do not feel me in your presence. Please, there is another; she is older than you and she also understands the pain. She is safe like me, and she will be by your side. It’s OK to play. No one will hurt you and no one will touch you. It’s difficult, I know, and it may not make sense right now.

You have a playmate, and her name is Dawn, just like you. She’s fun-loving and has an outstanding personality, much like you. She will lead you and sit with you when you need time. See love, you are free to grow, and many love you.

I love you very much. I would not be alive today if it was not for you. We grew together and we will always be together. Please let us support you; many of us are here with heartfelt support. I love you so much.

Severe violations should not happen; It is to help you grow into the wonderful person who I know you are and that is me today. I love you for who you are, I know you.

Please remember love,when you see a tree, it is life you can climb it. Colors provide the beauty of life. The dirt under your feet is stability to run free. When you feel the wind against your face, your future is waiting to hold you close. When it gets too loud, it is people cheering you on to be better. See love, it is ok. You are free, be just you. You made it love, and I need you today to show me how to have fun today. Love you