Dear Younger Self,
I am truly proud of the woman I’ve become today because of you. It’s amazing to me how much pain and suffering you have endured for so many years and yet your still standing strong deep inside of me. The way you overcame so many obstacles and transcended all your struggles in life is truly unbelievable. The resilience you have is powerful. I absolutely admire how you’ve mastered the challenge of being PURE.
At the tender age of 6, you lost your innocence and was lead astray in the dark to a lifestyle that was taught to be “normal”. Deep down inside things just didn’t feel right. In your heart you felt something more..
As you went on in life, you always felt weird and alienated. Like you didn’t fit in or don’t belong, like something is wrong with you. You were manipulated, molested and abused by your own family but when you found out the truth, you choose to protect and hide the lies and deceit. Instead of crying for helping, you chose to love. Not knowing any better, you went your whole life experiencing heartbreak and betrayals because you always chose love.
Until one day, you were brave enough to look into the mirror and saw the dark reflections of anger, sorrow, resentments and depression. You saw the obsession of drugs and alcohol you used to hide the emotions and the truth. To hide the feelings of always wanting and needing to be touched, since that day you were first touched underneath your pretty yellow dress with daisies.
Every since that day of sexual abuse you chose to make every excuse to love pain, negativity and every toxic relationship called love.
Today I am proud of you because you chose love that is true. You chose you. You choose to SELF LOVE. Now you are my refugee, comfort and safety net because you chose to HEAL and FORGIVE. You chose to let apart of you die, purify and relive. Because of you I see clearly now there’s beauty in the darkness. You have always been a lover and a fighter but today you fight for self love, compassion and grace. All because I now understand that everything you went through back then allowed me to gain the courage to stop looking at myself as a victim and embrace the warrior spirit inside of me with love and light. To accept my destiny by playing the cards that was dealt to me. I admire your perseverance in giving up your power for the power of love. Using the power of love for the greater good. No matter what you go through you choose to look on the brighter side. You chose to be grateful for the storms.
You know that by playing the fool in the journey of life, using the magic of “inner child” and keeping your heart pure is the gateway to the kingdom of heaven.
I’m proud of you for being you. Today you are your true authentic self. Your purity of heart, mind, body and soul is the pure fool’s gold at the end of the rainbow. I commend you for fighting the good fight so that I can use my sword of truth. Today I protect you because you are innocent . You are my guiding light. You are so bright and I love you for giving me a new perspective and the ability to see the world with a fresh new pair of eyes with curiosity and wonderment. Your childlike faith, trust in the unknown and God’s protection is how I am able to feel the energy of the sun because you are hopeful and you believe. With you I imagine and dream, wishing upon the stars because I know anything is possible.
Today you are the co creator of your own destiny. You are receiving your justice from having the courage to change through healing and recovery. You live a fufilling and abundant spiritual life so happy, joyous and free.
I promise to continue to take care of you through therapy, sobriety and celibacy. I promise to keep fighting and conquering the challenges of purity. Thank you for helping me find my power. Thank you for setting me free.

Love,