There’s an aching pain deep within.
A longing need, a desire.
I feel my heart and body searching and looking for you.
My mind is puzzled trying to grasp such a loss.
No answers are given, no comfort Is offered.
To hold you and love you. Is all I ask.
I’m paralyzed, stuck in that day.
The calendar goes on and the season changes.
Here I sit…read more

Insecurities of my own keep me hostage to this life, A life that needs to change, deserving better, wanting better.

Daydreaming of what could be, the only ability that’s preformed. Slowly choking, as my internal demons slowly kill the life with in.

Depression, trauma, memories keeps their claws deep within. Coping anyway to make another d…read more

Dear Sarabella,

As I sit back and think of the life you’ve lived so far, I’m in an aww state. Truly an inspiration to others, someone to look up to. I’m very grateful that you are still here today. There have been a few close calls. Unsure if you would see adult years. The strength and determination that’s within you, is unbelievable. Life ha…read more

Little Girl, Little Girl
My wish for you would be for you to see how strong and brave you truly are. To be able to hug you and let you know you will be okay.
California heat in October was delightful, carefree, and no worries at the moment. Playing and letting your imagination run free. Not knowing what was about to come. The little girl was…read more