Feeling like the black sheep of my family, being the oldest, the one that everyone was able to count and depend on at one point, and finally finding my person, the person in the world that I could count on and love on, my soul mate and to lose her at an early age of 34 and unexpectedly become her caregiver, see her declining slowly, losing my job due to not being married and having the time to use off work, but still being there for her, as she requested, until she took her last breath, which I watched as her body lies there lifeless, at the same time as trying to comfort my daughter from losing her father due to murder 1 year prior, plus this is the same death day of my oldest uncle. Dealing with all that grounding myself spiritually and still trying to maintain mental strength for myself, my girls, and all my loved ones. Still being able to be graceful dive deep into healing, and enjoy life to the fullest. I still desire a successful life after all these tragedies, I believe I have a testimony to help others.

“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have. – Unknown Author-“