I felt like my death is long overdue
I use to enjoy life when I was with you
Look into my eyes and what do you see
Just the leftover mess of what you made of me

As memories turn to lessons i look to see life in a new light
Fighting back my nature to not let my love turn to spite
Despite my best efforts i still was not enough
Tell me was what we…read more

Does it hurt you that just the thought of loving you makes others sick, scared, and disgusted? Does it hurt that no matter how much weight you lose, how much therapy you go through how much you change they view you as a freak? Does it hurt you that the only time you can stand to be alive is when your soul is drenched in the blood of your mind?…read more