Dear ideal self,
You did it! It’s so good to see.You got you and your babies back home to safety.
You walked through some fires and sludged through some mud but finally you made it on top close to above.
Above
where YHWH God reigns forever
and has loved you and held you through the rough waters since you were born. I love to see you shining so brightly. Looking up and thanking him for all your blessings nightly.
It’s beautiful the way you move and help others . Bringing them toward Jesus and watching what happens. Some broken and sad dark lonely people . You help guide them to the light and meet them at the steeple. To worship and sing and eat, laugh and dance. It’s beautiful the way all the children just prance in peace and joy and safety and love. Your family finally looks up to you there on the above. Looking through spirit realm where you live your purest true self. No amount of drugs, brokenness, lies, and abuse could ever keep you from running this race. You did it. You’ve done it. The peace is all over your face. I love your clean house and love your contentment. I love how you serve like the savior once did then. Here on this earth. Loving not judging brought you to this place. Your children can only speak of your love and your grace. They saw you struggle and fight through the mud. It’s so beautiful to see you up here and above. Everything and everyone that ever tried to stop you. I’m so happy to see where the trinity God brought you.

All my love and prayers.
Your broken self