To betray me, the life we created, the family we made for a few nights of fun and attention is absolutely ridiculous. I hope you hurt as much as me. I had to leave everything behind and give up everything I put in because of you. I had to put my pride to the side so many times and in exchange all I’ve received is a dictionary book of lies. Don’t ever think I knew my worth by what I allowed. I just loved you and figured I could pull you out of the hole you dug in your head but instead our relationship was already dead. Have you ever tried to make things right even though you’re not the one who messed things up? Right when our lives were getting at its best, you stopped being the man I loved with no regrets. You made me feel safe and one day I didn’t. You made me feel like it was us against the world but now it’s just me and my children. You made me feel like no matter how much life thrown us pieces, that we were going to find a way to finish our puzzle. What went wrong? I still don’t know. I’m still shocked. I still can’t let go. I can’t let go of what you did and how you did it but at least I’m still going. One thing you’ve never had to do is to remind me how to be a mom but here I go reminding you of what a parent is capable is doing. Does that make sense to you? You went from playing “peek-a-boo” to never seeing you’re crew. Was it worth it? Are you happy now? I never thought being a single mother wild be so hard. It’s tough, it’s tiring, it’s very ghetto and I don’t recommend it. When daddy is wrong or not there, mommy has to answer all of the questions. So now I’m lying to them to make them feel good. You’re actually not sh.t and deserves your ass whooped. Growth is real and that’s the only reason why I haven’t did you the way you did us. Have fun while you can because karma is real and you deserve everything coming your way so I hope you’re ready to make lemonade.