• attyoaks submitted a contest entry to Group logo of Write a poem or letter about one way you feel misunderstoodWrite a poem or letter about one way you feel misunderstood 3 months ago

    Mask Off

    Maybe they don’t feel me
    Maybe they don’t understand
    Maybe they’re buying into
    Everything they think I am
    Maybe my reputation precedes me
    Maybe they Googled my name
    Maybe they’re bringing up old shit
    And the internet is to blame

    I hope they see me as
    Confident not arrogant
    Relevant & pertinent
    Affluent & Heaven-Sent
    Walking in my purpose
    And saying what I meant
    Flyer than a paper plane
    Marvelously working brain
    Shining like a supernova
    Without one trace of rain
    And when I stand up & speak
    All their knees get weak
    Cause my personality & delivery
    Be all the way on fleek

    But deep inside
    Despite my shine
    I feel lonely, conflicted in my mind
    Scared to show my true self
    Cause they wouldn’t understand
    All the levels and dimensions
    Of everything I am
    All my insecurities
    The powerful shadow side of me
    The good bad and ugly
    What an awful sight to see
    I feel that they won’t get me
    So I have to protect me
    And be everything I should be
    Until I’m brave enough to just be
    So I show them my light side
    Turn my wattage up real bright
    Just maybe I can blind them
    Into believing I’m alright

    (c) 2025 Misty Oaks Paxton (“Misty Reign”)

    Misty Reign

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    Voting ends June 23, 2025 11:59pm

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    • Misty, this poem captures the conflicting emotions surrounding putting yourself out there. When we put ourselves in a position in which we may be judged, we start to doubt ourselves and question our decisions. Despite this conflict, I can tell that you have confidence and drive that will see you through any uncertainty. Thank you for sharing your experience!

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