Cancer is never a word that anybody wants to hear.
And it comes with all sorts of baggage, like excessive worry and fear.
Nevertheless, for me, cancer served as a wake-up call.
Calling to my attention that I wasn’t resting at all.
Even though every cell was tired to its core,
Rarely did I ever let myself just rest and restore.

When I was first diagnosed with cancer,
I started searching for an answer.
Losing myself with each new issue,
Like surgeries, chemo, and scar tissue.

Now, I generally spend my days focused on myself,
Or working through all the books on my “to be read” shelf.
Through it all, I am pleased to say that I found my sense of self.

While I don’t have all the answers and all my thoughts still spin,
I know one thing for certain is that cancer will not win.
No, cancer will not win.