We are all on this merry-go round called life. It has its ups and downs. But it’s always been around. I’m grateful for the memories, despite the distance now. Being alone is the only thing I can do now because you are just a shadow that hangs over my house. I can see a new horizon underneath the blazing sky. I’m grateful for the life that I gave myself back.Longing for the love I had, but it won’t come back. I wish I could turn back the hands of time.

I’ll forever cherish the moments, etched in my mind. You were all my world, and the only thing that’s ever left. Now, I must navigate this world I’ve never known.In this empty space, I’m craving a feeling of home. I know I am alone but I’ll be so far from the things that I never known. In my heart, your presence will forever be shown.

All the life that I had was turned to empty space. There’s so many twists and turns but, I must find my inner grace. I can’t take this anymore and I cant give up and I just cant go on. Cause im caught in the motion ive had enough of feeling this gone i’ve been caught. Here and now I see the world through different eyes I see the things that remain. So instead of holding on to the things that I cant erase. I live to see that I am strong. I gotta take it all in stride for what the future holds because I’ve been looking for what purpose is.
And I know that I will never let you down
I have to thank you for letting me be myself again.

Though I know I would never let myself become what I want longing to feel alive again. Just so I can see the beauty in this world. If I could live another life and learn how to live as I live to be. And even if I have to change, I know I am not perfect and I can live without you there for me.
I know that I will never be the same as anyone else with my learning disabilities. Unfortunately, the brightest light in the world is not enough to take the wrong path. Time to take care of everything I have reaped.
I find myself already on the ground I wont retreat. I will rebuild everything you have taught me and fulfill my dreams without any illusions. I understand that life isn’t always what it seems I’ve got to get it really isn’t.
I’m taking back all my doubts and
I’m thankful for the love you bring, it’s my lifeline.