Dear Time,
I realized you are my greatest love story.
A slow burner that will last the ages.
The classic tale of enemies, to friends, then lovers.
Our friend Life introduced us.
I didn’t care for you at first.
Apprehensive of the moments that flew by way too fast.
You ripped family away.
Turned them into just memories
That could evaporate.
Childhood turned into adulthood in a blink of an eye.
The life I was living, was hard to live by.
I struggled to hold onto the past,
While the lessons of the present were slipping through my grasp.
My future turned into this clouded, dense fog;
The life I was living versus the feelings I was feeling
Felt like such a contrast.
I thought you broke me.
Angry for time I could not get back.
Hurt that days felt like years, but years flew like minutes.
I was stuck in this timeless loop that I could not break.
But Healing, she re-introduced us.
She taught me that you are rare and timeless.
While your hands may count down the hours, minutes, even seconds,
Your presence reminds us that nothing lasts forever, and that’s why you’re beautiful;
You make us remember that life is precious.
You have been so patient with me, Time.
There have been too many moments, too many trials, where I blamed you.
But that was Grief, Pain and Sorrow disguised as you.
Unbeknownst to me, you gifted me with the kiss of time.
Holding my hand while I healed.
Cradling my heart when I had to release and let go.
Encouraging me when I took the time to grow.
So, thank you, Time,
For all you have done.
I now slow down and try to embrace you
As you taught me I only get this one lifetime.
You’re the wrinkles around my eyes,
reminding me of a life full of laughter.
You’re the feelings of joy and pride
when I see my sisters and realize how time flew by.
You’re the tears in my eyes
when I notice the grey maturing my dog.
And you’re the one playing my heartstrings
when I dance to the memories of departed loved ones.
You are a blessing;
you were never a curse.
I’m sorry for the time I took second-guessing your work.
You gave me what I needed,
when I needed it.
I love you, Time.
Thank you, again, for your lessons,
for your patience and grace.
Now it is time for me to cherish you,
as I become the woman you’ve helped me embrace.
Love Always,
Your favorite Redhead
P.S. I’m so excited to see where you take me next.