Dear Self,
As I look back into my past actions, I realize that there were things that I should have changed. It’s interesting how so many authors, politicians, philosophers have written about ‘the past’ in relation to our present selves, but we continue to belabor the point. McCarthy states in All the Pretty Horses, that “Scars have the […] View
C.S. Lewis wrote “to love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken.” When I think about the question what makes me strong it is the ability to be vulnerable yourself and others even when your heart has been broken. To choose to be seen and known, even when it is hard. As I look at my…read more
I sat in the back of my mom’s Honda and wept, faded blue suitcase wedged into the seat beside me. My mom patiently plugged in the name of my home for the next 3 months into the GPS- “Center for Discovery”. Just the name made my eyes roll of their own accord. Center for Discovery? Sounded like a load of shit name made up to convince kids that they…read more
I am strong, both because of & in spite of my disability.
To whom it may concern,
To an outsider’s perspective, my strength may not seem obvious. As a person with a disability, I am not what the world often shows as its example of strength. I am quite strong, however. What I may often lack in physical strength is more than made up for in less visible types of strength.
Loosing my entire family in an effort to choose and love me, that is what has made me strong. Seeing so clearly in every way possible that the minute I choose me and do something perfectly aligned with my energy and how I like to feel, that the people I love are instantly turned off and in turn treat me differently.…read more
I come from a long line of heavy thoughts. My grandmother, mother, and now myself have all carried schizophrenia in our minds. The heavy thoughts squished my grandmother and burdened my mother…will I be able to carry the load? The question haunts me. Schizophrenia is progressive. The thoughts only get heavier so I have no choice but to get s…read more
What makes me strong?
What has made me last for so long?
How am I still able to wake up and find a song?
How do I feel joy when so much in the world seems to be going wrong?
How did I survive 2 of Liberia’s Civil Wars?
Even in the midst of poverty, how did I keep my sanity with everything I saw?
How was I still able to find my wings and…read more
When you live your life expected to be strong because those around you are ill equipped,
brick by brick, expectations weigh down on top of developing shoulders.
You live your life feeling that everything will fall apart if you,
“the shining star,”
“the healthy one,”
“the eldest,”
bends to dysfunction rather than standing upright.
Believing in yourself is the first
Step to building strength that doesn’t rest.
Then, listening to others, not needing
To participate, unjudgemental, hearing
What others need, interject, harboring
Your doubts and advice so as not harming.
Speak my mind, state my faith,
Being proud of my achievements whose breadth
May seem unimportant to…read more
You, me, and everyone in this world face difficult and uncomfortable situations again and again throughout our lives and for some of us, those difficult situations make us stronger day by day. We all must finish our race no matter what because we already have started the journey.
My life was not a fairy-tale. I’ve been pulling myself out of d…read more
What makes you strong? She ponders to herself,
glancing at the reflection across the glass
Surely you know who you are- that familiar face,
an exhibition of the years moving fast
Only through [what they hope will be]
halfway of their life,
They recall like yesterday’s memory-
a time that had unending strife.
And in that duress she started to…read more
i am brave
every time i climb to the top of a tree
not because the branches could give out under me
but because i am finding the way that i grieve
in a place i feel safe enough to pursue peace
i am strong
every time i put my skates on
not because i could fall if my balance is off
it’s ’cause i could have stayed broken-hearted
but instead i’ve…read more
Growing up in the 90s and early 2000s, one of my favorite shows that I’d watch with my parents was Xena: the Warrior Princess. I remember staring in awe as Xena single-handedly defeated her sworn enemies. She represented everything I wanted to be.
Attempting to find a show to entertain myself with, I came across my beloved childhood show. I e…read more
Forge your will in steal,
Outmaneuver your enemies, who feel,
Replete in knowing they’re the heel.
Give them your support when they fall,
Inspire them to be better than before.
View their progress and motivate before you bore,
Inverting foe to friend, like before.
Never lose hope for betterment
Even when all is stacked against you,
Simmer the…read more
Dearest,
Last year I clutched close to every piece of home,
Sorting through the numbness with trembling hands.
But the new year’s morning is bathed in apricity.
Aliferous and untainted.
So I let myself slip under the bright simple day.
The tempting beauty of just being.
Thoughtful footsteps on holy ground:
A tradition long overdue.
The f…read more
Heidi – I am sorry you had a rough year last year. But you are so right. YOU ARE CONTROL. I hope this year you are navigating your way and finding the peace and joy your deserve. Thank you for sharing this beautiful poem and thank you for being a part of our Unsealed family. Sending you the biggest hug. <3 Lauren
You’ve got it this year Heidi. Sometimes even though life can be hard for a moment we learn from that pressure and can fix any past heartaches and heal from them. Life can be tough but every new year can have a new development that can either break you or shake you. It’s up to you whether or not you let that happen.
Dearest Heidi,
How I love your beautiful words “Beginning Again” it is actually a very personal saying to me. I have a project working with survivors of domestic violence with these beautiful words included. You are so strong. Your words are so beautiful. Thank you for sharing them with all of us.
The sun in someones sky
The air that fills lungs and makes them alive
The blood that fills veins
The thoughts that invade at every moment
The sweet fragrance of a flower
The tasty meal after hunger
I want to be…
The Moon in someones night
The apple of ones eye
The caress on someones face
The soft kiss on ones neck
The hand…read more
I have always found solace in writing to you. I remember I want, I can, I will. Our lives are more intertwined than I’ve previously believed them to be. I have seen your visions and know they are promises to me. There is so much depth for me, isn’t there? Because I can only feel the vastness of the universe, not see it. You can see what I c…read more
Myjah, this is beautiful. Let go of all your hesitation and go live your best life. Thank you for sharing this beautiful letter and inspiring others to let go of their reservations and live their best lives as well. And thank you for being a part of The Unsealed family. <3 Lauren
Such a great letter Myjah. Let go of your fear and take charge. It takes a lot of boldness to let something go after you have held on to it for so long whether that is physically or mentally. Keep up the great work and shine your last gut and confidence to the world.
Thank you for enjoying my submission! The journey has been long and hard but I am reaching the end and working towards a better life. Also thank you for your encouragement(:
Such deep and moving words you have weaved together. I feel them deep within my heart. Keep on writing. You have such a gift. I can’t wait to read more as you continue to grow in the community.
Thank you so much for your encouragement! I had such a great time writing this! All I want is for my writing to touch others, even if it’s just one person <3
The past is gone,
The future untold.
Only the present,
Is in our control.
Yet from dawn to dusk,
In my hand,
I hold the device,
The enabler of my imprisonment.
“No more!” I tell myself.
“Not this year” I promise.
Yet the bright white keeps calling me back.
The notification pings,
And I forget I’m cutting back.
Nikhil, I love this. This part really spoke to me – This year,
If someone must meet me,
They must do it in person,
And must physically greet me.
I think we all could use some time away from our phones. It’s so crazy how much of our lives are spent looking at a machine instead of looking at one another. Thank you for sharing this. It’s really…read more
Omg! I’m not the only one facing this problem. I hate that my phone sometimes takes hold of me from doing certain things and plans. It’s so annoying but what I try to do to help myself is set alarms to do certain things even if that calls me to hang out with my friends at a certain time too. Amazing letter!
It is amazing how you have crafted these words. I think you are currently describing how I have been feeling over the last few years. I have days where I just want to throw my phone away, but I know I can’t because it holds almost everything that I need. The struggle is real. Thank you for sharing your words with us. It is a never ending battle.…read more