Dear Me,
Today has been one for the books! (Easily the best day of this year)
There were so many factors that made this day extraordinary! What is most important though, is the fact I was able to unveil 3 new discoveries all in one day!
For starters, I stepped outside of my comfort zone. Being in. Asheville especially on a Saturday, I normally go to the same places and restaurants downtown, but not this time. I tried a variety of different foods and drinks. For the food portion, my personal favorite had to be the Nashville Hot Tofu. For the drink, the one that stood out to me most was called the Green Monster. Not the energy drink, rather, a Boston Alcoholic drink. [since those discoveries I have now went pescatarian knowing there are stilll so many amazing and tasty options while being on a well balanced diet.]
Further, the entirety of the vacation was a mother daughter bonding experience.when you bond with someone that means so much to you, you are able to really take a genuine interest and learn even more about each other. For the first time, mama said she viewed me as one of her best friends! Hearing that alone comforts my heart knowing I have finally achieved the relationship I have also longed for with her.
Last but certainly not least…you found yourself Alexis! You found who you truly want to be in life.
…….I don’t want to be just one thing. I want to be EVERYTHING I can be.
Love🖤,
Yourself

The Road I Am Walking:
This road im on
It’s a wild ride
But I’ll keep riding until Dawn
Pushing into being an adult
I try to make wise choices so that I see the result
Reminding myself daily it’s alright to be full of love
In a sparrow world, I can continue to be a dove
Confusing as it may be;
I still desire consistency
I choose to make myself proud and others as well, my improvements shall be loud!
You will make it…
I will make it!
Telling yourself in the mirror so to your changes you must commit.
The goals may change but the outcome shall remain the same.
To believe in thy self
But remain humble as to not put myself on the top of the shelf.
Never let emotions lead the way, for going forward on the path is how it has to stay.
I never fit in with girls my age, always dared to be different,
But I have slowly learned that is actually magnificent.
I was once told by someone looking into my eyes I would never be enough,
Little did they realize that would allow me to rebuff
To reach my potential and accelerate is what I choose to do,
For my dreams I want to pursue.
Seeing my patients pass away with the summer in their eyes,
I remember their spirit flies.
For God I shall live,
For myself I have to give.
I will not give up on myself again,
That’s why I have this pen.
The words I write,
Pour out from my heart and I want to shine the light.
Not only for myself but for all who choose to listen.
My future I strongly wish to glisten

This road im on
It’s a wild ride
But I’ll keep riding until Dawn
Pushing into being an adult
I try to make wise choices so that I see the result
Reminding myself daily it’s alright to be full of love
In a sparrow world, I can continue to be a dove
Confusing as it may be;
I still desire consistency
I choose to make myself proud and others as well, my improvements shall be loud!
You will make it…
I will make it!
Telling yourself in the mirror so to your changes you must commit.
The goals may change but the outcome shall remain the same.
To believe in thy self
But remain humble as to not put myself on the top of the shelf.
Never let emotions lead the way, for going forward on the path is how it has to stay.
I never fit in with girls my age, always dared to be different,
But I have slowly learned that is actually magnificent.
I was once told by someone looking into my eyes I would never be enough,
Little did they realize that would allow me to rebuff
To reach my potential and accelerate is what I choose to do,
For my dreams I want to pursue.
Seeing my patients pass away with the summer in their eyes,
I remember their spirit flies.
For God I shall live,
For myself I have to give.
I will not give up on myself again,
That’s why I have this pen.
The words I write,
Pour out from my heart and I want to shine the light.
Not only for myself but for all who choose to listen.
My future I strongly wish to glisten.