I use to yearn,
Yearn for this day.
The day,
I get to wipe your tears;
Kissing your booboo’s.
The day,
I surrender to your love;
Getting lost in your snuggles.

Everyone told me,
How great it is;
Having a son.
Your hugs,
Your love,
Your attachment.

However,
Nobody told me..
How amazed I would be,
Amazed by you.
You’re only one,
Yet,
I can feel your excitement,
Excitement for the world.
I watch in awe;
How curious you are,
Curious of your surroundings.
How you discover,
Discover who you are.

I find myself drifting,
Into a world,
A world of,
Just,
You and I;
Daily.

Daily I see,
My uptight personality,
Melting away.
Melted by..
Your mischievous smile.

I can NOT remember,
Those days;
Days of tears,
Tears of fear,
Fear of never sharing.
Sharing life,
With you.

A gift,
That you,
My son,
Has given,
Given to me.

XOXO – Mommy